Ryan has been a part of my life since I was 14 back in his GameSpot days of beach blonde hair. I still remember his Tetris Worlds review, which I still dont fucking agree with. It's weird to feel like you know a guy, just a reviewer/internet personality, but since Giant Bomb, theyve really created a connection to the community, so with his loss it feels like more than the death of an entertainer, but the death of a friend youve never met.
I will miss his caustic attitude, his stupid jokes, his annoying pronunciation of the word sword, but most of all of his energy. Every Tuesday for the Last five years has been an important ritual for me, with him managing to reign in his cohorts at Giant Bomb as the host. Tuesdays arent going to be the same, the site and crew wont be either.
Its incredibly sad that he passed away so close to his wedding day. But I'll remember all of the good times and funny things he's done to entertain the internet and his friends.