I feel so confused. This should be a day for me to show how much i love this young girl in my life. And i just dont know what to do. I feel so useless. As if i am not worthy. But these past two years have been so magical to me. I dont know how i could show her, just how much she means to me.
See around this time 4am two years ago i met this girl. She changed my life from that moment on. I know i dont show her how much she really has changed my life. But if she did she would probably think i'm a horrible pos. But i want to show her how much she means to me.
Being apart from the one you love leaves you with little option. And she told me that if i did plan on anything. That i should give her the money instead of me doing whatever it is i would do. I know she could use the money, but at the same time i need and feel that i cant get away from my responsibility to show her how much i care with a small gesture.
I want to get her flowers, but i know they will die. And i want something that will grow from the heart. SO i'm left with the decision to make. What should i do? Buy her some plants and give her a little money. Or go all out and just blow it on flowers?
Its descions like these that make life hard. And i know deep down inside i probably know whats best. But i just feel that i should get it off my shoulders so i dont think about it anymore than i have too.
I want to grow old with this girl and die a old man with her.
See around this time 4am two years ago i met this girl. She changed my life from that moment on. I know i dont show her how much she really has changed my life. But if she did she would probably think i'm a horrible pos. But i want to show her how much she means to me.
Being apart from the one you love leaves you with little option. And she told me that if i did plan on anything. That i should give her the money instead of me doing whatever it is i would do. I know she could use the money, but at the same time i need and feel that i cant get away from my responsibility to show her how much i care with a small gesture.
I want to get her flowers, but i know they will die. And i want something that will grow from the heart. SO i'm left with the decision to make. What should i do? Buy her some plants and give her a little money. Or go all out and just blow it on flowers?
Its descions like these that make life hard. And i know deep down inside i probably know whats best. But i just feel that i should get it off my shoulders so i dont think about it anymore than i have too.
I want to grow old with this girl and die a old man with her.