I'm talking about how exercise makes you feel good, the chemicals that are released in your brain (endorphins or whatever) that supposedly dulls pain and can make you feel mentally better. I started exercising about a year ago now, and it did kind of help me break out of a chronic depression I think. But lately, and I started noticing this several months ago, it seems it just doesn't do jack crap in that respect. Like if I'm feeling depressed or anxious/frustrated about something and I'll exercise, it's like I've become numb to those benefits of exercising. I'd exercise, maybe get a slight bit of a 'high', but then right after that all the crap weighing on my mind comes right back and I feel as crappy as before I ran. What the hell happened? I want my money back.
I'm contemplating running right now, but I just can't find the motivation to do it.
I'm contemplating running right now, but I just can't find the motivation to do it.