MrAngryFace
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This happen to any of you? Things are going good, but you feel weird about it. Happiness usually comes with a cost or a letdown anyway so you'd think this would be common.
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Wanting to be Depressed
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Grizzlyjin
Supersonic, idiotic, disconnecting, not respecting, who would really ever wanna go and top that
Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve friends...thats always weird. There has to be balance, so of course pain will come with pleasure at some point. You just learn to deal with it. 
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It's like Al Bundy said. The more good things that happen to you, an equal amount of bad stuff is going to happen, so it's better to have just bad stuff all the time.
lost_insaniti
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Every time something good happens to me, something bad usually happens the next day, so i can't be happy about the good thing because i know something is about to happen...(sigh)
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I'm only happy when it rains because I hate hot weather and the sun.
Escape Goat
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Wtf mate?
MrAngryFace
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Well things are going great. I have a place to stay and a job and friends waiting for me in WA. But then I have stuff down here thats awesome, but I think the whole moving event is just an omen for a massive depressive front, and to be honest, I sorta want it to just happen so I at least dont have to be all freaking pensive all the time.
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lost_insaniti said:
Something Bad Is Gonna Happen
Fenix Tx
My intention this deception doesn't seem to impress me anymore
Three in the morning
So the city should be sleeping
Let's take a trip on to the otherside
It's time to see what kind of shit we'll get away with
I never felt this much alive
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey steal the attention from everybody
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey you wanna fuck shit up
Well come on
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey steal the attention from everybody
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey you wanna fuck shit up
Well mother fucker come on
God forsaken forced vacation is the only thing that lies in store
I think I see one
No lights are on garge is open do it in a hurry
So we're in and we're gone
Hold on I think I hear somebody else's footsteps
Now hold your breath and just get ready to run
I bet you feel like you're about to piss your pants now
But deep inside you know this game is fun
Come on hey you want it hey we'll get it hey steal the attention from everybody
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey you wanna fuck shit up
Well come on
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey steal the attention from everybody
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey you wanna fuck shit up
Well mother fucker come on
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey steal the attention from everybody
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey you wanna fuck shit up
Well come on
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey steal the attention from everybody
Hey you want it hey we'll get it hey you wanna fuck shit up
Well mother fucker come on
Dice
Pokémon Parentage Conspiracy Theorist
Yeah, sometimes being happy gets really tiring. I think if you have had a long depression period in your life at some point, you can sometimes look at depression as relaxing/comforting in a way. It's usually associated with not feeling anything, so it makes sense to want it if you feel overly stimulated emotionally, which is something that can happen often in our very fast paced and flashy culture. Everything is designed to get us what we want fast, but I think you can binge on many things in life and it has the emotional equivalent to the physical consiquences of binge drinking.
The importance of a slower, more personal, nurturing community is something I think our culture has lost, and that comes with it's share of problems. But while it has taken some practice but I think I'm starting to learn how to appreciate the goodness of life in a deeper, calm and kind of passive way. It's probably a natural aspect of growth and maturity as we move on from the youthful passion we have about everything. You can have fun without going wild, you can share love without passonate drama, you can be friends without doing things together 24/7, you can be entertained without a big show and explosions.
The importance of a slower, more personal, nurturing community is something I think our culture has lost, and that comes with it's share of problems. But while it has taken some practice but I think I'm starting to learn how to appreciate the goodness of life in a deeper, calm and kind of passive way. It's probably a natural aspect of growth and maturity as we move on from the youthful passion we have about everything. You can have fun without going wild, you can share love without passonate drama, you can be friends without doing things together 24/7, you can be entertained without a big show and explosions.
MrAngryFace
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That makes sense, im currently in a weird situation that is a little intense so that could be why im feeling weird.
Depression is way more dependable than happiness.
Depression is way more dependable than happiness.
MrAngryFace
Banned
Im a little too self aware for my own good, I know.
Moving to WA on the 20th.
Moving to WA on the 20th.
MrAngryFace
Banned
I cant play chess to save my life, these days. We should do something tho.
MrAngryFace
Banned
Yeah that'd be cool.
Mermandala
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White Man said:
like that "Fantasy Island" episode with arm-wrestling that had scorpions?
... don't know how to incorporate scorpions into bowling. hrmm...
Drinky Crow
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Also THIRD STRIKE.
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