So I started watching The Shield in December...for some reason, knowing that the show had come to an end inspired me to start watching it. I blazed through seasons 1-6 on DVD from then through January. I absolutely couldn't wait for the season 7 DVDs to come out (there isn't even a release date announced), but luckily, I had a friend who DVR'd the entire season.
Just finished the series finale...and I feel a little satisfied and a little sick from it. On the one hand, it was an absolutely perfect ending to the show. The central plot of The Shield has always been the self-destruction of the Strike Team, and that came to its logical resolution in the finale. Vic finds himself stuck in a fate worse than death or prison, having lost everything and everyone for the sake of his freedom...but true to form, he may find a way out.
On the other hand, the ending was absolutely fucking depressing, maybe the most depressing thing I've ever seen on TV. Shane has always been my favorite character in the show, because he perfectly represents the moral ambiguity of The Shield--you love him, you hate him, you feel sorry for him, you want him to be punished, but you also want him to find peace for himself and his family. So it was almost kind of heartbreak when Shane killed himself; I don't know if I expected him to survive the finale, but I certainly wasn't expecting him to kill himself when he did. And I definitely didn't see the murder-suicide coming...I didn't even realize that that was what happened until Ronnie told Vic about it. This might be the most fucked up part of the finale; despite all the terrible shit Shane had done, and despite how much I wanted him to pay for Lem's murder, I felt really really bad for him, all the way to the end. I think my reaction mirrors Vic and Ronnie's, in that as much as I wanted Shane to be punished for what he did, I still felt upset for what ultimately happened to him.
Ronnie's fate was also sad. He really came into his own as a character in S7, and while he was probably just as guilty as Vic was, the way he got fucked over and the way Snell played his last two scenes were just really depressing. When I first started watching the show, I thought Ronnie was totally useless; now, I feel sorry for him.
I'm rambling now, but dammit, this really affected me. It was amazingly satisfying and at the same time completely sickening...I feel awful about what happened to these characters that I became so attached to over the last two months, but I also can't think of a better way it could have ended. The fact that The Shield could get a legitimate emotional response from me (and on more than one occasion), and make me truly care about its characters despite whatever they did, is a testament to how fucking awesome this show is.
I loved it, and I feel sick about what happened to everyone, and I love that I feel sick about what happened. That's the mark of some truly powerful fiction.
One of the best TV shows of all time, hands down.