umop_3pisdn
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Haha, I'm ok. Saskatoon is... alright, I guess.
I'm practically becoming celibate these days so it probably won't work out
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Haha, I'm ok. Saskatoon is... alright, I guess.
I'm practically becoming celibate these days so it probably won't work out
Haha, I'm ok. Saskatoon is... alright, I guess.
I'm practically becoming celibate these days so it probably won't work out
Bullshit, if you have any desire left in your body you go for that shit!
umop_3pisdn
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I actually know plenty of gay people despite never trying to meet anyone, so availability isn't the problem. I have a fairly substantial libido, I'm just not really into casual sex anymore. Also I half-dread the thought of romance because I want to become a renunciate and that would make it more difficult
SpaceBridge
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I actually know plenty of gay people despite never trying to meet anyone, so availability isn't the problem. I have a fairly substantial libido, I'm just not really into casual sex anymore. Also I half-dread the thought of romance because I want to become a renunciate and that would make it more difficult
Had to google that: "Renunciate refers to someone who has renounced lay life, generally to pursue ordination or monastic life. The term is used in a number of religions"
Mystic Theurge
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I hope you have a great time.
I actually know plenty of gay people despite never trying to meet anyone, so availability isn't the problem. I have a fairly substantial libido, I'm just not really into casual sex anymore. Also I half-dread the thought of romance because I want to become a renunciate and that would make it more difficult
You're becoming a monk?
umop_3pisdn
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A Buddhist renunciate specifically, Nibbana seems like a lofty enough goal
I want to eventually, though it will probably be a few years yet.
I sort of had a near death experience and 'spiritual development' (or rather my lack of it) was the main thing that made me lament the whole imminent oblivion thing. I feel like it's really the only thing in my life that I have to do in order to be content with death when it finally does come.
I want to eventually, though it will probably be a few years yet.
I sort of had a near death experience and 'spiritual development' (or rather my lack of it) was the main thing that made me lament the whole imminent oblivion thing. I feel like it's really the only thing in my life that I have to do in order to be content with death when it finally does come.
Regina resident. I'm not really ready to deal with online stuff. I've never dated guys and I just want to do the relationship thing, so I guess losing the virginity thing shouldn't have been the thing I mentioned first. The only gay guy I know.. the dude I first came out to, and who denied being gay, only to finally come out to me months later is just making me ugggggggggggggggggggggggh. I may have just messed that up by being paralyzed by uncertainty.
Where do the chill dudes looking to spend time hang out? Alls I want is someone who can deal with my karaoke addiction and hug me lots. lots.
Where do the chill dudes looking to spend time hang out? Alls I want is someone who can deal with my karaoke addiction and hug me lots. lots.
I had a near-death experience, too. I don't really remember what was going through my mind at that stage though. However, you don't see me wanting to be a monk. I think I had a brief Buddhist/spiritual period when I was 13 or so. It was after I figured there were no gods.
I welcome oblivion. In fact, if I remember anything it was, Damn! I hope they format my computer before trying to use it. That was all.
chronos4590
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MY Gawd. Space heading over here to NYC. Funny, I was just by the east village the other day. Passed the Stonewall inn and all. Grabbed some pizza around there too. Have fun.
ps: I added you to 3ds yet you no add back.
I have this in spades. SPAAAAAAAAAAAAADES
umop_3pisdn
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Mine wasn't technically a real NDE, more a psychotic break caused by 10-11g's of mushrooms + sensory deprivation where I was totally and unequivocally convinced that I was going to die. I had never been so convinced of anything in my life, and when I think back on it now I can still step right back into those feelings and believe them, the memory is that vivid.
At the time, the concept of the eternal return came to me. I probably read about it somewhere but it came up on its own via seemingly mystical means, so naturally I immediately began using it as my working premise (without really realizing it or questioning it). It was the single most horrifying idea that could have ever occurred to me, as at the time I was quite unhappy with my life.
So following that premise, death wouldn't solve anything and there's no oblivion to be found, because my life would just recur in exactly the same way over and over, endlessly. So the only solution would be to do something to change it. But, shit, I'm dying
Crap.I don't know, it really got me thinking about what I would do if I had the chance, if nothing else! And then I didn't die, so it all worked out in the end. It was probably the closest thing I can imagine to hell, but it's also probably the one experience I value the most because I shed a lot of illusions I held prior to then.
SpaceBridge
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I hope to meet some of New York Gay Gaf when I head out there. Someone needs to show me around.
Whats your 3DS friend code?
chronos4590
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0774-4244-5451
chronos4590
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Man, this thread ain't even about relationships anymore. Well then; Allow me to save this thread from derailment.
So over the past few days I've been talking to someone. Someone very amazing, very cute and adorable, very smart with a great future ahead of him. He's funny, extremely sincere and concerning. A beautiful human being who I've had the pleasure of getting to know more and more as every day passes. I haven't felt this way for anyone ever before and I'm glad these feeling are with him. What started out as a simple joke and banter between us, became the real deal. Since New Years day it's been official. I have a boyfriend. And the best part is.....
He's a Gaffer.
, Boy where you at babeh?
So over the past few days I've been talking to someone. Someone very amazing, very cute and adorable, very smart with a great future ahead of him. He's funny, extremely sincere and concerning. A beautiful human being who I've had the pleasure of getting to know more and more as every day passes. I haven't felt this way for anyone ever before and I'm glad these feeling are with him. What started out as a simple joke and banter between us, became the real deal. Since New Years day it's been official. I have a boyfriend. And the best part is.....
He's a Gaffer.
Pupi18
chronos4590
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Ollie Pooch
In a perfect world, we'd all be homersexual
Adorable!
SpaceBridge
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SpaceBridge
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Lol funny story all started with me joking here on gaf about feeling pervy and wanting to show my junk. Chronos and I started talking instead of doing what it was meant to be the joke and as we talked we fell for each other. He says I'm cute and I said the same back and all the silly stuff about games and life talk got us together.
Pretty Simple ^^
Pretty Simple ^^
I think I already said it, but you look like a very good friend of mine, he is cute as hell too. Congrats again.
So you were high on drugs, experienced something frighting, and acknowledged that your life was worthless unless you changed it . . . sounds, deep, man, kinda.Mine wasn't technically a real NDE, more a psychotic break caused by 10-11g's of mushrooms + sensory deprivation where I was totally and unequivocally convinced that I was going to die. I had never been so convinced of anything in my life, and when I think back on it now I can still step right back into those feelings and believe them, the memory is that vivid.
At the time, the concept of the eternal return came to me. I probably read about it somewhere but it came up on its own via seemingly mystical means, so naturally I immediately began using it as my working premise (without really realizing it or questioning it). It was the single most horrifying idea that could have ever occurred to me, as at the time I was quite unhappy with my life.
So following that premise, death wouldn't solve anything and there's no oblivion to be found, because my life would just recur in exactly the same way over and over, endlessly. So the only solution would be to do something to change it. But, shit, I'm dying
I don't know, it really got me thinking about what I would do if I had the chance, if nothing else! And then I didn't die, so it all worked out in the end. It was probably the closest thing I can imagine to hell, but it's also probably the one experience I value the most because I shed a lot of illusions I held prior to then.
Have you ever thought that based on psychedelics, your pseudo, self-induced (meta-?)death, that lead to your philosophical understanding of the universe, may not have lead you to the right answer? (Your current goals.) I mean, it was a deep experience that has changed your life. When you're close to death, you think of the impending consequences of your life. Since you didn't die, you got a chance to reassess yourself. I recall some of your previous posts. You make mention of drugs often. If you hadn't taken them, would you not have arrived at such a conclusion? To me, it seems that you're living your life because of a very visceral -- yet enlightening -- drug dream. Is that a smart decision? (Edit NVM: You don't have to answer that, actually. Since it's more a question of drugs and the human psyche, and whether their effects invalidate or validate behavior.) Will you be happy if you do reach that goal? Will you be satisfied? Enlightened?
I'm cool with my life amounting to nothing. 8) As I said, when I was about to die, all I was thinking was, Fuuuuuuuuu. I can't die now! My HDD is too impure!
Thank you ^^
MidnightScott
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Congratulations you two! 
I hope to come to terms with myself this year and find someone...
EDIT: Holy shit I just noticed, Zelda concert will be in Austin on June 22nd, SIGN ME UP!!!
I hope to come to terms with myself this year and find someone...
EDIT: Holy shit I just noticed, Zelda concert will be in Austin on June 22nd, SIGN ME UP!!!
chronos4590
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Unfortunately we're very far. I'm in the New York metro area[long island] and he's in Puerto Rico.
Unfortunately we're very far. I'm in the New York metro area[long island] and he's in Puerto Rico.
Hopefully I'll move to NY eventually.
I guess that's why Pupi has been trolling less this days too.
You jelly.
chronos4590
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I hope so too
I guess that's why Pupi has been trolling less this days too.
chronos4590
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Phonomezer
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Pupi and chronos... how cute *.*
LOL fernoca...
LOL fernoca...
The Abominable Snowman
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Chronos is too cute. Congrats. I bet y'all get freaky over Oovoo/skype
electroplankton
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Because I had a bi boyfriend and it happened.
Unfortunately we're very far. I'm in the New York metro area[long island] and he's in Puerto Rico.
Hi congratulations to you both! I just want to share, something I already posted like 100 pages ago but I had a similar situation, back in 2009 I was dating online in a site called "www.gayromeo.com". I was living in America and the site was (and is still) almost only for europeans.
The reason I was there is because I just wanted to fool around.. I really wasn't in a mood to date in real life, I had just ended up my last relationship and thought that being far away from everyone would prevent me from having to meet someone. I never lied, I always said I was far away.
then I met my now boyfriend, we talked, and talked, and talked.. I moved to Germany (to his place
), it was very hard for me to relocate but it IS possible, you just have to believe in what you've got and give it a chance and choose the right moment to do it.Patience is mandatory and even then, you may question if it makes sense what you are doing but there is nothing willpower and real feelings can't overcome. I wish you both best of luck and may you get together soon and stay like that forever.
Spiritreaver
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At first I thought this was a list of gaffers to avoid, but then I realized after pic number two, those guys probably aren't jerks.strange, that is not what I see
list ruined
Hey what do you know, me too, and everything worked out fine in that regard.
thanks.... i think.
Spiritreaver
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Doorknobs!
Obligatory, I finally put up a self pic avatar post.
Hopefully I get added to the list, I think I'm douchey enough.
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