so I'm still alive and starting to date again, but I'm just not.... I duno, happy. It's been over a week since I've even attempted to contact or done anything involving zack. I just.... eh.
I'm getting hot guys left and right, and.... I think I might still be kind of in love with the borderline retarded ginger that cheated on dumped me >.>
I need professional help dealing with my severe lack of taste,
or a way to get him to love me again the way he used to.... (Yeah, I know this isn't going to happen soon, and if he does decide I'm the best he can get, I really hope I'd have moved on by then.... I don't want my heart broken by him again.)
EDIT: Oh, and happy valentines day everyone

It was bad but not as bad as I thought... at least I'm still lovable, as the gay men at my school have made abundantly clear.