After initially only being able to think of exclamations of how the world sucks i'll say something positive. Looking back Giantbomb has been my largest source of entertainment over the past 5 years. If you include The Hotspot and the rest of the Gamespot days it's much more. More than movies, games, other podcasts and I partake in a ton of that stuff. I'm one of those weirdos who has probably witnessed every single piece of video and audio content that they have produced, and a massive reason for that was Ryan. The bombcast was never the same when he wasn't there. He was always amazing at directing conversations without ever being too serious. The second I opened up my RSS reader I would check the Giantbomb feed. Trolling for some quick look goodness. "Here comes Ryan and friends to keep me company for an hour every day of the week!" His laugh was always infectious and his screaming never not funny (when my ears weren't bleeding of course). He always seemed like a really nice guy. I remember when he made a mistake and used an offensive slur in the heat of a game and immediately knew what he had done. It didn't take anyone telling him he had made a mistake before he made a public apology. As others have pointed out it's weird to have not met someone, but still "know" them this much. My parents probably have similar thoughts for public figures they grew up with, but the extremely intimate nature of Giantbomb has made this passing particularly emotional for me. I don't know if the Giantbomb crew think of themselves as public figures or realize how much of themselves we take in or how much a whole mess of us appreciate it. It made zero difference to me that he was a "internet celebrity". Whatever the hell use that label has.