I just woke up from a nap to her about this. I'm still in a state of disbelief.
I've been listening to and watching Ryan Davis and the other GB guys for the past 12 years of my life, back when they worked at GameSpot and I was just a young teen in High School. I never fit in at school and spent a lot of time alone but I'd always come home and watch some new GS video or review and feel better because Ryan, Jeff, Rich and the others were hilarious.
I followed them to Giant Bomb and I kept up with all their content as I grew up. I've had some pretty traumatic life experiences since High School, but I'd always would retreat to somewhere quiet and listen to a new Bombcast or watch some just, terrible but hilarious videos that had little to do with gaming but a lot to do with the personalities of GB. I never had the chance to meet Ryan in person but I felt like I knew him and I'm so used to him being apart of my life in some way, be it the Bombcasts, twitter, or the many other ways I'm connected to GB.
I'm still in shock, I wish this was just some bad joke. I will miss Ryan more than I thought was possible for someone I never met.