so i work in the retail business at the moment (i fucking hate it) and i noticed something about myself today that's kind of disturbing. I tend to be more helpful to black people than I do of people my own race. Like if a black person comes into the store and needs some help i'll pretty much do anything to make him or her happy. When, say, cracker comes in and wants service i fucking reluctantly help but most of the time in a half assed fashion. I'm not doing it out of fear of the black people or anything. Is this bad?