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Fuck life.

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MudoSkills

Volcano High Alumnus (Cum Laude)
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Ellery

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Because there is nothing else but life.

A single chance.

Whether you think life is awful and sucks or life is great and the rarest and greatest gift possibly in the entire universe it will be true either way.

One has to bother, because the bother will be worth it. It is in our design and code that we have to suffer to enjoy.
 

RagnarokIV

Battlebus imprisoning me \m/ >.< \m/
We get these threads every so often, someone should just create a mental health/well-being OT that has a support group.

If we had one sooner then HighPoly would still be alive and walking among us.

edit: I meant GAF dead, he got banned. I think he's still alive but who knows.
 
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DKehoe

Gold Member
Hope you're doing alright, hang in there.

Do you want to talk about whatever's been going on? It can help to get it out there. Sometimes whatever the problem is then doesn't feel like this totally insurmountable thing.
 

Evolved1

make sure the pudding isn't too soggy but that just ruins everything
i recommend the "Waking Up" app by Sam Harris. stop suffering needlessly. i will share a free month if you're interested. honestly quite difficult to overstate the benefits i've experienced from this practice.
 

K.N.W.

Member
It's useless. The bad guys are always winning, and humanity is going nowhere with the fake heads that govern it.
I've composed, written, produced and recorded songs for most of the famous artists around, I've written movies, games and books too, I checked and upgraded entire videogames engines, I've conducted analysis for worldwide situations, national ones or entire companies, and found solutions for the ones that actually were in charge. I've found unknown problem in science and corrected. The only caveat was that I had to take nor glory nor money (by hiding my identity), and the rest was supposed to be just "a very interesting work". Turns out I only found out that everything is fake, and the proper works (in all fields) get discarded for cheaper ones, not minding quality.
Then what's left? Arguing on neogaf?? Fuck life, that's all. If two years ago I wasn't dying of depression (it can kill you), I would really say that I'm done, but nowadays I'm sure my turn comes later.
 
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Madflavor

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It's useless. The bad guys are always winning, and humanity is going nowhere with the fake heads that govern it.
I've composed, written, produced and recorded songs for most of the famous artists around, I've written movies, games and books too, I checked and upgraded entire videogames engines, I've conducted analysis for worldwide situations, national ones or entire companies, and found solutions for the ones that actually were in charge. I've found unknown problem in science and corrected. The only caveat was that I had to take nor glory nor money (by hiding my identity), and the rest was supposed to be just "a very interesting work". Turns out I only found out that everything is fake, and the proper works (in all fields) get discarded for cheaper ones, not minding quality.
Then what's left? Arguing on neogaf?? Fuck life, that's all. If two years ago I wasn't dying of depression (it can kill you), I would really say that I'm done, but nowadays I'm sure my turn comes later.
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Mr1999

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Seriously, why bother??
Because it's a lot worse if you think that way. If I don't stay positive I become just like that so I try to motivate myself with everything, and just wonder a lot, also having a loving family helps. But yes I do get like that sometimes, I think everyone does and you have to stay positive. Meds help, family helps, gotta think of better times, like I said, try to stay positive and motivate yourself with things, hobbies, outings, etc. I believe a better place exists somewhere out there whether on earth or not, and that itself keeps me going.
 
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Clear

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It's useless. The bad guys are always winning, and humanity is going nowhere with the fake heads that govern it.
I've composed, written, produced and recorded songs for most of the famous artists around, I've written movies, games and books too, I checked and upgraded entire videogames engines, I've conducted analysis for worldwide situations, national ones or entire companies, and found solutions for the ones that actually were in charge. I've found unknown problem in science and corrected. The only caveat was that I had to take nor glory nor money (by hiding my identity), and the rest was supposed to be just "a very interesting work". Turns out I only found out that everything is fake, and the proper works (in all fields) get discarded for cheaper ones, not minding quality.
Then what's left? Arguing on neogaf?? Fuck life, that's all. If two years ago I wasn't dying of depression (it can kill you), I would really say that I'm done, but nowadays I'm sure my turn comes later.

If you've achieved all that already, why not keep going? Keep creating stuff.

Its certainly no less productive than venting on an internet forum!
 

DKehoe

Gold Member
It's useless. The bad guys are always winning, and humanity is going nowhere with the fake heads that govern it.
I've composed, written, produced and recorded songs for most of the famous artists around, I've written movies, games and books too, I checked and upgraded entire videogames engines, I've conducted analysis for worldwide situations, national ones or entire companies, and found solutions for the ones that actually were in charge. I've found unknown problem in science and corrected. The only caveat was that I had to take nor glory nor money (by hiding my identity), and the rest was supposed to be just "a very interesting work". Turns out I only found out that everything is fake, and the proper works (in all fields) get discarded for cheaper ones, not minding quality.
Then what's left? Arguing on neogaf?? Fuck life, that's all. If two years ago I wasn't dying of depression (it can kill you), I would really say that I'm done, but nowadays I'm sure my turn comes later.
Sounds like you've done some really cool shit and you should be proud of that. But remember, work isn't everything. I've no idea what your situation is with friends and family but try and connect more with people on a person-to-person basis. Online interactions can be great but can't be a total substitute for in-person ones.

This might sound like a small thing but try getting out and going for some walks. When I was going through a rough period a few years back I surprised myself at how much it helped. Look at whatever negative behaviour patterns you are currently in and try and break those by introducing more productive things. Travel more. Try out a new hobby. The world has a bunch of amazing experiences waiting for you.
 

violence

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Depression sucks. You don’t enjoy things you used to. Even food doesn’t taste good anymore. Oddly enough, watching Conan O’Brien lifted my mood a lot. I almost felt high from laughing and my brain kind of snapped out of it.


Now he’s not on the air anymore.
 

Redneckerz

Those long posts don't cover that red neck boy
It's useless. The bad guys are always winning, and humanity is going nowhere with the fake heads that govern it.
I've composed, written, produced and recorded songs for most of the famous artists around, I've written movies, games and books too, I checked and upgraded entire videogames engines, I've conducted analysis for worldwide situations, national ones or entire companies, and found solutions for the ones that actually were in charge. I've found unknown problem in science and corrected. The only caveat was that I had to take nor glory nor money (by hiding my identity), and the rest was supposed to be just "a very interesting work". Turns out I only found out that everything is fake, and the proper works (in all fields) get discarded for cheaper ones, not minding quality.
Then what's left? Arguing on neogaf?? Fuck life, that's all. If two years ago I wasn't dying of depression (it can kill you), I would really say that I'm done, but nowadays I'm sure my turn comes later.
Its a cliche but be the change you wish to see in this world.

Keep your perspective.

This is assuming this isn't some weird account cancellation thread.
 

DeVeAn

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Maybe, don't take life to seriously? I get your perspective I feel the same you do. The world we live in is temporary anyway just trash the shitty thoughts and focus on the things you have control over. Reading the Bible gave me comfort knowing why the world is the way it is. You will be okay.
 

IntentionalPun

Ask me about my wife's perfect butthole
It's useless. The bad guys are always winning, and humanity is going nowhere with the fake heads that govern it.
I've composed, written, produced and recorded songs for most of the famous artists around, I've written movies, games and books too, I checked and upgraded entire videogames engines, I've conducted analysis for worldwide situations, national ones or entire companies, and found solutions for the ones that actually were in charge. I've found unknown problem in science and corrected. The only caveat was that I had to take nor glory nor money (by hiding my identity), and the rest was supposed to be just "a very interesting work". Turns out I only found out that everything is fake, and the proper works (in all fields) get discarded for cheaper ones, not minding quality.
Then what's left? Arguing on neogaf?? Fuck life, that's all. If two years ago I wasn't dying of depression (it can kill you), I would really say that I'm done, but nowadays I'm sure my turn comes later.
Sounds like you need some really serious help. Hopefully you don’t live in the US but either way call a doctor and tell them all this.
 

nush

Gold Member
It's useless. The bad guys are always winning, and humanity is going nowhere with the fake heads that govern it.
I've composed, written, produced and recorded songs for most of the famous artists around, I've written movies, games and books too, I checked and upgraded entire videogames engines, I've conducted analysis for worldwide situations, national ones or entire companies, and found solutions for the ones that actually were in charge. I've found unknown problem in science and corrected. The only caveat was that I had to take nor glory nor money (by hiding my identity), and the rest was supposed to be just "a very interesting work". Turns out I only found out that everything is fake, and the proper works (in all fields) get discarded for cheaper ones, not minding quality.
Then what's left? Arguing on neogaf?? Fuck life, that's all. If two years ago I wasn't dying of depression (it can kill you), I would really say that I'm done, but nowadays I'm sure my turn comes later.

Translation: Why can't I get laid with all these " Achievements"?
 

Go_Ly_Dow

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It's useless. The bad guys are always winning, and humanity is going nowhere with the fake heads that govern it.
I've composed, written, produced and recorded songs for most of the famous artists around, I've written movies, games and books too, I checked and upgraded entire videogames engines, I've conducted analysis for worldwide situations, national ones or entire companies, and found solutions for the ones that actually were in charge. I've found unknown problem in science and corrected. The only caveat was that I had to take nor glory nor money (by hiding my identity), and the rest was supposed to be just "a very interesting work". Turns out I only found out that everything is fake, and the proper works (in all fields) get discarded for cheaper ones, not minding quality.
Then what's left? Arguing on neogaf?? Fuck life, that's all. If two years ago I wasn't dying of depression (it can kill you), I would really say that I'm done, but nowadays I'm sure my turn comes later.
Sounds like you have a lot of technical and artistic skills and talents. Much more than I and many more skills than most.

Seriously chill and I don't mean wreck your life with drugs, but recongise what you've got going for you. 99% of people end up being part of some cog or another, the 1% that do sit at the top can be depressed too.

Take a break from GAF, surround yourself with family, friends and get some therapy if you can. Then come back if you wanna be part of this community.

Everything will be alright and your life will improve if you do those things.
 
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NeoIkaruGAF

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Sometimes when I’m seriously down and I think there is nothing about my life worth remembering, I think that me being alive and well pisses someone off egregiously. And that makes me smile a little, and gives me the determination to go on.
 

Dacvak

No one shall be brought before our LORD David Bowie without the true and secret knowledge of the Photoshop. For in that time, so shall He appear.
I totally get it. One time I stepped in a wet spot in my kitchen while wearing socks, and when I backed up and turned around, I stepped in ANOTHER wet spot with my other foot.

I called off work that day and just kept on trucking. But it was hard.

I’d like to tell you it gets better, but who knows if that’s true.
 
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