Nitty_Grimes
Made a crappy phPBB forum once ... once.
I can't suck my own cock believe me if I could, I wouldn't be here now writing this. I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. But somehow I'm about to hit 50 (and no doubt
EviLore
is going to give me a ban)
My life has been a disaster - my dad had a heart attack one morning in 1997 and he died I was 23 years old. I was there there was no saving him, I watched him slowly turn blue.
My sister got married a few years later her husband too went for a bath one night after coming home from work and also died of a heart attack (we didn't know at the time that he had been subject to a coronary disease anyway)
My sister then went off the rails and turned into an alcoholic that we had to deal with she then suffered brain damage from a fall that she has never managed to recover from.
And then there's me. Never had any luck with relationships, have trust issues and paranoia. So now I sit here and type this and expect laughing emojis or TLDR insults.
But somehow I've got to 50.
And I've never felt so alone in my life.
My life has been a disaster - my dad had a heart attack one morning in 1997 and he died I was 23 years old. I was there there was no saving him, I watched him slowly turn blue.
My sister got married a few years later her husband too went for a bath one night after coming home from work and also died of a heart attack (we didn't know at the time that he had been subject to a coronary disease anyway)
My sister then went off the rails and turned into an alcoholic that we had to deal with she then suffered brain damage from a fall that she has never managed to recover from.
And then there's me. Never had any luck with relationships, have trust issues and paranoia. So now I sit here and type this and expect laughing emojis or TLDR insults.
But somehow I've got to 50.
And I've never felt so alone in my life.
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