Nitty_Grimes
Made a crappy phPBB forum once ... once.
I can't suck my own cock believe me if I could, I wouldn't be here now writing this. I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. But somehow I'm about to hit 50 (and no doubt
EviLore
is going to give me a ban)
My life has been a disaster - my dad had a heart attack one morning in 1997 and he died I was 23 years old. I was there there was no saving him, I watched him slowly turn blue.
My sister got married a few years later her husband too went for a bath one night after coming home from work and also died of a heart attack (we didn't know at the time that he had been subject to a coronary disease anyway)
My sister then went off the rails and turned into an alcoholic that we had to deal with she then suffered brain damage from a fall that she has never managed to recover from.
And then there's me. Never had any luck with relationships, have trust issues and paranoia. So now I sit here and type this and expect laughing emojis or TLDR insults.
But somehow I've got to 50.
And I've never felt so alone in my life.
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My life has been a disaster - my dad had a heart attack one morning in 1997 and he died I was 23 years old. I was there there was no saving him, I watched him slowly turn blue.
My sister got married a few years later her husband too went for a bath one night after coming home from work and also died of a heart attack (we didn't know at the time that he had been subject to a coronary disease anyway)
My sister then went off the rails and turned into an alcoholic that we had to deal with she then suffered brain damage from a fall that she has never managed to recover from.
And then there's me. Never had any luck with relationships, have trust issues and paranoia. So now I sit here and type this and expect laughing emojis or TLDR insults.
But somehow I've got to 50.
And I've never felt so alone in my life.
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