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I assume I'm not the only one who goes through these phases...
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Yeah, most guys might have this happen to this once during their lifetimes. Though the supposed frequency of these occurrences for you may say something about your sexuality, in fact. Anyway, I hope you find out what it is you want.
-edit- why edit it out? It's not like anyone knows who you are. And we're a very liberal community.
-edit- why edit it out? It's not like anyone knows who you are. And we're a very liberal community.
No what I said didn't make sense. What I was trying to convey was I'm addicted to My Space profiles. I don't have one of my own (never will) but I don't talk to many people in my school and some of the stuff I found out was interesting/shocking. (nothing big, just some stuff to do with what bands they like, etc.) But then I get side-tracked and I go to just about anyone's profile. And I feel so stalker-ish. I do this with lots of things. I have a million buddies who I don't know who they are (just steal them from peoples away messages), then I can get stuck at reading date service profiles, rating pictures, it's just fun when I'm bored.
Yet, somehow I always end up depressed because of how pathetic some people are (although I'm just as bad) The "gothics," "emos," "druggies," I guess I'm naive but there's always something about someone I really don't like and maybe sometimes I look at the flaws too much. I don't consider myself pessimistic or even depressed as a person - I guess I just get temporary feelings of dissapointment. But on the brightside maybe the people that I'd respect wouldn't go out of their way to make a live journal/blah/blah - I know I wouldn't.
EDIT: I wish I could cite specific examples but you wouldn't really be able to relate - I'm just one of those people that overanalyze everything.
Something that might give you a good idea of me is my "crush" on this one girl. I don't find myself physically attracted to her but something about her sparks curiosity. She's VERY shy, rarely talks in class - if it is it's in whispers. The fact that I don't know much about her wants me to talk to her but then I'm worried that she'll just be as fucked up as everyone else seems to be. Yes, I know this is a naive way of thinking.
I was in the city (NY) today and that might be another source for this current mood- everyone just seemed so rude, mean, and just downright cruel. It's so hectic running from place to place and I guess the bad was just more noticeable - or something. Again I can't cite any real examples I just felt bombarded and I didn't want to trust anyone. Crowds - always have to keep your hands in your pocket so no one steals anything - pushing and shoving to see the christmas tree - running to get on and off trains. I mean I love the city, for the rush and excitement and importance of everything but at the same time I see it as a good summary of a depressing world.
I had an exam this morning - just a PSAT - nothing that counted. 4 hours, I had a lot of time to reflect on life, my priorities, where I'll be in the next few years. I just think I'm not ready. All my friends are getting their drivers permits and licenses - I can - just need to study a bit but I don't see a rush and I'm probably going to end up left behind. Never had a girlfriend, never really needed/wanted one, but this no car thing is going to backfire when I eventually want one. Everything is going to backfire, I'm so behind in reality.
Yeah, so, don't take anything I said too seriously, I'm not THAT dramatic - it's just the result of a very busy day. I also don't think in words so I hope this made more sense than my original post.
Yet, somehow I always end up depressed because of how pathetic some people are (although I'm just as bad) The "gothics," "emos," "druggies," I guess I'm naive but there's always something about someone I really don't like and maybe sometimes I look at the flaws too much. I don't consider myself pessimistic or even depressed as a person - I guess I just get temporary feelings of dissapointment. But on the brightside maybe the people that I'd respect wouldn't go out of their way to make a live journal/blah/blah - I know I wouldn't.
EDIT: I wish I could cite specific examples but you wouldn't really be able to relate - I'm just one of those people that overanalyze everything.
Something that might give you a good idea of me is my "crush" on this one girl. I don't find myself physically attracted to her but something about her sparks curiosity. She's VERY shy, rarely talks in class - if it is it's in whispers. The fact that I don't know much about her wants me to talk to her but then I'm worried that she'll just be as fucked up as everyone else seems to be. Yes, I know this is a naive way of thinking.
I was in the city (NY) today and that might be another source for this current mood- everyone just seemed so rude, mean, and just downright cruel. It's so hectic running from place to place and I guess the bad was just more noticeable - or something. Again I can't cite any real examples I just felt bombarded and I didn't want to trust anyone. Crowds - always have to keep your hands in your pocket so no one steals anything - pushing and shoving to see the christmas tree - running to get on and off trains. I mean I love the city, for the rush and excitement and importance of everything but at the same time I see it as a good summary of a depressing world.
I had an exam this morning - just a PSAT - nothing that counted. 4 hours, I had a lot of time to reflect on life, my priorities, where I'll be in the next few years. I just think I'm not ready. All my friends are getting their drivers permits and licenses - I can - just need to study a bit but I don't see a rush and I'm probably going to end up left behind. Never had a girlfriend, never really needed/wanted one, but this no car thing is going to backfire when I eventually want one. Everything is going to backfire, I'm so behind in reality.
Yeah, so, don't take anything I said too seriously, I'm not THAT dramatic - it's just the result of a very busy day. I also don't think in words so I hope this made more sense than my original post.
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tt_deeb said:
Do you have social anxiety or do you find that being around other people and friends doesn't fulfill your desire to have company?
Haha I take screen names from people's profiles and stuff too...I find it funny how obviously stupid/naive/immature some people are, just from their profile. I love it when the girls have "I heart ________" with "heart" actually spelled out and the date that they started going out...
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