BossLackey
Gold Member
Between work, social obligations, family stuff, cooking, cleaning, feeling the need to improve my career, etc. I just feel like I haven't had a break from my own mind in years.
To make matters worse, due to the type of work I do, it's incredibly hard to take time off. Oh they'll approve it with a smile, but I have to work my ass off up to the second I leave, worry about work while I'm gone, then work my ass off for weeks when I get back to catch up.
I wish I could just walk into the wilderness and leave this life behind sometimes. Not in a suicidal way. I just have this incessant feeling like modern life is incompatible with how we were built. We're so far removed from the world we developed in and I know that's the root cause.
I feel like I'm running as hard as I can and going nowhere. I want out of this rat race. I know I'm not alone.
To make matters worse, due to the type of work I do, it's incredibly hard to take time off. Oh they'll approve it with a smile, but I have to work my ass off up to the second I leave, worry about work while I'm gone, then work my ass off for weeks when I get back to catch up.
I wish I could just walk into the wilderness and leave this life behind sometimes. Not in a suicidal way. I just have this incessant feeling like modern life is incompatible with how we were built. We're so far removed from the world we developed in and I know that's the root cause.
I feel like I'm running as hard as I can and going nowhere. I want out of this rat race. I know I'm not alone.