android said:
Haha. That was awesome.
I'm dealing with a bit of an inner struggle, actually. I like the girl-dash-friend and I know she likes me back. But she isn't exactly right for me. Personality wise, the chemistry is insane. Physically too. But if she isn't getting *it* when she craves it, she'll run to an ex-bf of hers, or some booty call and do the deed. She just can't control herself. Similar to the way guys can't refrain from rubbing one out when they're alone at home, but I digress. I don't have half as much fun with anyone else; but with her, it's just awesome. My friends tell me I could probably change her a bit, but that's bullshit. Their reasoning is that she respects me a lot...she has tons and tons of respect for me; and she has never lied to me once. She pays for me often, movies, food, pool games, whatever...but going out with her would guarantee me heart break.
And so here is this other girl, someone I know nothing about. The chance to start clean slate...and I pray to God it works out, because God knows I need a long term girlfriend again. Hook ups are the dumbest shit ever, and so depressing. This girl, she just seems right. I could see myself with her, man am I weaksauce at this point.
