PlayofSparta
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So, long story short. Have depression and anxiety among others. Doctor is traveling and I don't want to wake up my therapist at this moment (2 am).
Since 2020 I lost my friends because I did something awful. Not gonna say what it is, since it pains me. I'm NOT doing this thread for any form of suicide, I just want someone to talk. Please don't judge me.
2 years without friends is hard, even knowing I deserve. I'm depressed mostly because of that. Just want some people to talk about music, or movies/games. That's all. Some small talk.
Not trying to be a burden. For real.
Meds I'm using if anyone wants to know:
Since 2020 I lost my friends because I did something awful. Not gonna say what it is, since it pains me. I'm NOT doing this thread for any form of suicide, I just want someone to talk. Please don't judge me.
2 years without friends is hard, even knowing I deserve. I'm depressed mostly because of that. Just want some people to talk about music, or movies/games. That's all. Some small talk.
Not trying to be a burden. For real.
Meds I'm using if anyone wants to know:
Latuda 40mg, Trazodone ER 150mg, Lorazepam 6mg, Artane 5mg.