My condolences OP. Most important thing to do right now is be with your family and grieve together. The first full week will feel like a blur, and you will question every decision or lack thereof. Thatās normal, just remember like someone else mentioned that this is not your fault in any way shape or form. There are thing we as human beings can control, but infectious diseases are unpredictable and difficult to control in the best of circumstances.
Stay strong and honor his memory by taking care of yourself and your family.
PS. you got your extended Gaf family here all rooting for you!!