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I am Become Bilbo Baggins
I love space. Always have. Although I have a degree in history, space has always been a passion of mine and always will be.
However, sometimes I think deeply about the universe and it breaks me. My human brain just can't wrap my head around it.
I should be sleeping right now, but instead I'm thinking of how the big bang doesn't make sense.
We all know the theory. The universe started with the big bang (it wouldn't have been a literal BANG, but it sounds cool), but I've always wondered - and I guess most people have - What came before that? What was there before the universe.
A common explanation, and personally what I think is the harshest idea, is: time itself began at the Big Bang. In that case, “before” is meaningless. Not because there wasn’t something, but because the concept of "before" doesn’t apply. It's like going to the north pole and trying to go further north. However, this idea hasn't sat well with me and my brain just taps out trying to think of "nothing" before the big bang, probably because I'm wired to think in cause and effect. How can you get a universe from nothing?
Instinctively, I know things don’t just happen for no reason. A bang doesn’t occur without a fuse—or a mechanism that can even support a bang. If there’s an effect, there must be a cause. And if nothing existed, then how could a cause even be possible?
The Big Bounce Theory is another one that really twists my melon. Instead of the universe having a one-time beginning, it could be part of a cyclical process. The universe expands, slows, contracts, and then "bounces" back into expansion—a new Big Bang. However, If true, something must existed before this universe: a previous one. This theory might describe a cycle, but it doesn't escape the need for a first cycle. A cosmic loop still needs something to initiate the loop. Saying “it’s eternal” fucking breaks me.
Maybe it all does make sense and human brains just can't comprehend it. It's like my cat staring at my wife and I going at it like hammer and tong. Her cat brain will never understand the complex positions, the screaming, the gadgets etc. To the cat, it's just two beings locked in some strange eternal battle. Maybe that's why we can't understand the universe.
I should probably try and sleep now.
However, sometimes I think deeply about the universe and it breaks me. My human brain just can't wrap my head around it.
I should be sleeping right now, but instead I'm thinking of how the big bang doesn't make sense.
We all know the theory. The universe started with the big bang (it wouldn't have been a literal BANG, but it sounds cool), but I've always wondered - and I guess most people have - What came before that? What was there before the universe.
A common explanation, and personally what I think is the harshest idea, is: time itself began at the Big Bang. In that case, “before” is meaningless. Not because there wasn’t something, but because the concept of "before" doesn’t apply. It's like going to the north pole and trying to go further north. However, this idea hasn't sat well with me and my brain just taps out trying to think of "nothing" before the big bang, probably because I'm wired to think in cause and effect. How can you get a universe from nothing?
Instinctively, I know things don’t just happen for no reason. A bang doesn’t occur without a fuse—or a mechanism that can even support a bang. If there’s an effect, there must be a cause. And if nothing existed, then how could a cause even be possible?
The Big Bounce Theory is another one that really twists my melon. Instead of the universe having a one-time beginning, it could be part of a cyclical process. The universe expands, slows, contracts, and then "bounces" back into expansion—a new Big Bang. However, If true, something must existed before this universe: a previous one. This theory might describe a cycle, but it doesn't escape the need for a first cycle. A cosmic loop still needs something to initiate the loop. Saying “it’s eternal” fucking breaks me.
Maybe it all does make sense and human brains just can't comprehend it. It's like my cat staring at my wife and I going at it like hammer and tong. Her cat brain will never understand the complex positions, the screaming, the gadgets etc. To the cat, it's just two beings locked in some strange eternal battle. Maybe that's why we can't understand the universe.
I should probably try and sleep now.
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