He guys, sorry last night. I had really been on edge all week over getting a Rosalina Amiibo. And then when it went up after I stepped away for 5 min, it felt super shitty. And then I thought about how, if I messed up on Wave 4 pre-orders or, if I couldn't get all of Wave 3 too...
I started to see a pattern of bad feelings. And since I'm really fighting hard to stay positive given all of my emotional struggles. I just wanted collecting to be fun and positive. And the way Nintendo is going about doing these releases (lack of info, erratic pre-order times, scattered release dates, lack of supply, discontinuing figures)....I just started to realize that, they really aren't making this fun/positive to collect these.
But, after spending the night thinking about this. I just realized that, this community is what makes it fun for me. I just need to chill out, and stop worrying about getting every single Amiibo. I really want every single one, just because having a complete Smash line is a goal, and it would make me really happy. But, I also can't continue being so on edge over it either. I need this to be a fun thing, and not a negative thing.
I know this sounds pathetic. Just keep in mind, this isn't really about Amiibos. And my reaction last night was not normal. I'm just, going through a lot of stuff related to my cancer still. So I'm very on guard and want to make sure I stay in a positive space. I want to stay active in this community, if you guys will have me. If you can forgive me. I just want to continue building up the community and focusing on the positive aspects. Focusing on having fun collecting, and helping out my friends. So even if I don't end up getting every pre-order or every amiibo, the community would still be that positive thing that makes collecting fun and worth it.
I dunno. What do you guys think?
EDIT:
27 / Cancer Survivor
Not married (have a GF that lives with me that collects amiibos).
So yeah, not married. No kids, lol under 30.
Welcome back Azula! I'm sure everyone will be ecstatic to see you'll still put up with us ;P Put that apology talk away, we all have each others backs here (at least since you arrived). You're one person but you have pulled this whole board together with your kindness and bright spirit. Amiibros (and gals) for life!