No matter the outcome of tonight, it's proving what minorities, women, and the LGBT community has been saying about America for generations, "They don't really care about us."
Hillary will more than likely win, but fuck if this doesn't put a sour taste in my mouth. It should never have been a close race. Donald Trump is a deplorable human being, and it truly saddens me that he has amassed such a fervent, hateful following. As a black man living in America, I am embarrassed and disappointed, and a little angry. After years of being told that "racism is dead! post-racial America! Obama is President, what are you complaining about!" Tonight is proving to vindicate my assessment of the country of my birth. Reinforces the belief I've had since I first learned what it meant to be a black boy in America at age 5; They don't want you here, and it's more than just a few bad apples and trolls on the internet.
Really disappointing, America. I'm not sky is falling, because I think Hillary is going to win, but I'm saddened that hate has been allowed to fester for so long. This is what happens when hate isn't confronted when it crops up in all of its forms. When people don't want to "start anything" because they're afraid of "rocking the boat," or damaging already damaged relationships. Damn disappointing. I learned today that my mom didn't register to vote this year, and it really upset me. My sister had been trying to convince her to vote for months and months, but she's too stubborn. A 67 year old black woman who has lived through the America that Donald Trump wants to bring back, yet she didn't vote. I am truly afraid of more people sharing her sentiments and not voting.
This race really shouldn't be as close as it is. Any other election, and maybe I'd understand, but when it's Donald Trump on the ticket, it seemed like a no brainer that he'd crash and burn. I'd like to say I'm shocked by this, but I'm not. This is nothing I didn't expect from my country, but it's still fucking disappointing.