I cancelled my PlayStation 4 Pro preorder, because of my lack of job situation, but earlier today I was like, "Fuck it. Trump is going to win, and America is legitimately fucked, so I might as well get some 4K gaming in before it all goes to shit," and I re-pre-ordered it. Thursday can't get here soon enough. I kind of wish I bought that $500 video card for my PC now, though. There's still time...
I'm genuinely saddened at my country right now. Not surprised, but saddened. All of that "Post racial America" talk that's been blown up my black ass for 8 years by well meaning non-minorities convinced that Obama solved all of our institutional and systemic racism...Fuck, am I bummed. I admit a sadistic, spiteful part of me is kind of eagerly looking forward to the fallout. After all, the lives of blacks in this country are already shit. 4 years of Trump will probably only make it just a smidgen worse than it already is. I almost feel sorry for all of the blue collar white folks that got bamboozled by the hateful rhetoric that Trump has spewed for the last 18 months. But then again, their hatred of me, people like me, other minorities, and the LGBT community brought this about. As I've mentioned before, you reap what you sow, America. I never seriously considered leaving the country outside of taking a vacation, but now it seems much more appealing. I'll suffer in solidarity with my fellow Americans. I'm worried about the rest of the world as well. Relations with other countries is going to go to the shitter. Well, except for Russia. They'll love President Trump! What a disappointing day.