RIP Ryan and my condolences to all of his friends and family. This really sucks.
Giant Bomb has always drawn me in because the group as a whole was so entertaining. I dont think the big allure has ever even been about video games for most of us...it was about Jeff, Ryan, Brad, and Vinny...the four who started it all.
It's easy to feel impacted by this because of how well they all seemed to get along and have fun functioning as one unit. At the risk of sounding cliche', it was like getting together with friends every Tuesday. Just having to speak in the past tense when referring to them is weirding me out right now, it's hard to fathom we will never get to hear Ryan on a new podcast or quicklook.
I know the GB guys have accounts here and read this site. I feel strange saying this to you all directly as I know I am not privy to your personal lives outside of the website or any of your relationships with Ryan outside of content from the site. I am weary of overstepping my place saying anything here like this, but I am truly sorry for any level of sadness and grief you have gone through due to this.