Ugh. One of my best friend's dads commited suicide a few months back.
It's such a bizarre thing...i saw him a couple months before he did it and he was jovial and very happy seeming. He had been calling my friend (his son...he had divorced his mother) alot, and my friend simply didn't always feel like talking to him, so he wouldn't answer the phone that much. About 2 weeks later he got the call that he had put a gun to his head. Somehow my friend is doing pretty okay, but I couldn't imagine being in his shoes. Every time I really think about it...i get fucked up. I can't imagine how he feels.
Such a terrible, terrible thing.