KevinKeene
Banned
So much for my 3 month hiatus I asked a friend to send Evilore a pm to unban me earlier, thx to both. Kinda embarrassing, but let me explain:
I've mentioned in my goodbye-thread that I'm suffering from depression. I'm fighting it and it's all going in a good direction atm. However, there's one kinda big thing that truly bogs me down and it keeps getting worse. That is: politics and the course of the world.
I had decided for myself before that nothing matters, that because you'll die eventually, it doesn't matter what becomes of this world. So everything going down the drain? Whatever. But witnessing what's going on onthe political stage made me reassess my stance. I won't claim that my mind has fundamentally changed, it hasn't. But what happened is that it made me wanna take action, if only so much as posting on NeoGAF. So what was the tippping point?
As a German, I just went through the dumbest, most unnecessary 'spectacle' that ever happened in German government politics. CSU Seehofer started a bs egomaniacal macho campaign where he announced that he'd send back refugees even without chancellor Merkel's legitimation. This resulted in 3 weeks of Merkel tiptoeing, trying to hold together the union of her CDU and Seehofer's CSU (think of it as a main republican party and a smaller, locally lead republican party who have always worked together). All the while Seehofer and his colleagues throw around insulting remarks, stuff like 'I won't allow getting fired by the wan I made chancellor!'. Stuff happened (Seehofer even said to quit, then un-quit half a day later) and then 3 weeks later it was over. Both Merkel and Seehofer acted as if they found an appropriate solution (they didn't) and now their parties are all 'let's talk about content, not positions'. Yeah, right, clearly that's what you care about when you risk imploding the government for 3 weeks! Cunts.
But that's not all: in case you haven't heard about it, the biggest rightwing-extreme terrorism case just ended a couple days ago. The so-called NSU murdered 10 people many years ago, now Beate Zschäpe got prison for life, some helpers got also multi-year sentences. But: Pretty much everyone knows that there's more to it, that many involved people got off scot-free. The kicker is: Some secret files got locked away for a planned 120 years before they can be published - WTF. The whole thing is either a massive deflection or it indeed contains important information about involved parties, possibly high-standing government people. But let's just lock it away until everyone alive today is dead!
Then there's, of course, all these stupid European neighbors following rightwing-politicians. Hungary, Italy, Austria, and more. Instead of bringing the world together, acting humanely and care for others, these governments are shutting themselves in, demonize foreigners, and cause each other so much trouble with their one man-shows. Worst of all, though, is Turkey's Erdogan, who apparently found some German history books and tries his best to repeat 1933 in Osmanian fashion. He's now in absolute power, 18,000 people were imprisoned just a week or two ago for basically being opposed to him. And Turks, especially those not living in Turkey, VOTED for him. Why are you people so dumb, so ... bad?! You enjoy the best of democracy living in Germany et all, but you help turning your home land into an islamistic dictatorship? And especially younger Turks are doing so apparently. What's wrong with you?!
And of course there's Trump ...
Sigh ...
But that's just one side. Then there's another: The authoritarian left (auth left) which also includes current day feminists. I made the big mistake of reading on resetera 'for fun'. Well, it's not fun, it's freaking scary to see so many deluded, ignorant, hateful people condensed in one place, believing THEY are correct. Especially morally correct. Omg no. The ArenaNet-thread is the most shocking piece of evidence to show how bad, if not plain evil, these people are. An unassuming, supportive fan and even contributing member of the community had some polite feedback for a female writer of the dev team, she out of nowhere attacks and insults him, she's fired for it, the end. That's what it should have been, right? But of course not! LET'S MAKE IT ALL ABOUT GENDER. BECAUSE WHY THE FUCK NOT. What followed is a 60+ page (ongoing) thread full of people trying their hardest to explain why she didn't do anything wrong, why she's actually the victim, and why the fan is a mansplaining, alt right GamerGate pig. There were some users opposing all that, but take a guess what happened to them. Exactly.
Countless people have been fired over their social media comments, but screw them, they were men or/and of a politicam affiliation I dislike, so that was okay. But the SAME thing happening to a WOMAN and it's unforgivable. It MUST be part of a larger problem. Clearly ArenaNet only fired her to appease evil GG. Clearly the years of online harassment dudn't leave Price a choice in how to behave towards a consumer. And, of course, it'd ArenaNet's fault for not having a written policy that says 'Do not insult our customers or you're fired'. OF COURSE.
Then there's the older stories of them pushing for censorship in Japanese games, their ridiculous identity politics and so much more. I watched a (greatly satisfying) video of Steven Crowder and even if you dislike him (I kinda do, because his views on healthcare are ridiculous), it's a great video where he confronts people who threatened him and incited others to act violently against him (slashing his car's tires, blowing it up, etc). It's just unreal how unhinged these auth left people are and they still feel that they're in the right. Wth! These people act on the principle of 'you're either 100% for me or 100% against me'. If you agree with them on 99 issues, but disagree on, say, abortion, you're literal Hitler - despite so much agreement otherwise. It's mindbaffelingly stupid. But for reasons, these people hold SO MUCH power on social media. They keep getting those they dislike fired by organizing hate mobs and doing targeted harassment (the irony is dying from laughter at this point, I know). They're a minority, but vocal enough to get publishers like Nintendo to censor their games - games most of them wouldn't buy either way. As silly as it may sound, but Samus' boob size-reduction in Smash Ultimate left a bitter taste in my mouth, simply because I'm asking myself 'why was that decided?'. But it's not just games. The auth left demands classic books to be changed, pretty much the 2018-equivalent of last century's book burnings. I don't even wanna go into the whole LGBT-rudiculousness, especially regarding transgender people. Do not misinterpret this: I fully tolerate them, I feel sympathy for their fate, but I also think that they just don't deserve all this focus. You don't put the world's politics in jeopardy because a tiny fraction of the population (that unites online and thus gives the fake impression of existing in huge numbers) feels sad about wrong pronouns, bathroom issues and beimg criticized for their participation in sports. Oh, and of course everybody is a bigot who refuses to date trans women. Of course!
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I need to come to an end, so let's make a cut here. To make long matters short: As somebody who wants to see the world become a better place, I feel caught between alt right fearmongers and auth left fascists. I used to call myself left/liberal/libertarian/whathaveyou, but ultimately I'm a human being with individual perspectives on individual issues. Screw categories, screw extremism. I want to see changes so that most everybody can live a happier life.
Leaving refugees to die in the Mittelmeer? Nota happier world.
Letting trans women trivialize women's sports? Not a happier world.
Harassment on social media, no matter against whom? Not a happier world.
Censoring fiction? Not a happier world.
Assuming all men are potential pedo criminals which results in a lack of male kindergarteners? Not a happier world.
Marginalizing false-rape accusations? Not a happier world.
Raping women? Not a happier world.
Etc.
So what can we do? Most importantly, I think we *can* do something. And it's actually pretty easy: Have the new NeoGAF become an active, well-visited place of discussion! Show the world by example that a place where all kinds of (non hateful) opinions come together is a GREAT place.
NeoGAF has already gotten much better since the incident, but it still needs to do more. This is only my opinion, but I think we ought to achive some more framework. What I mean is that we'll have a number recurring threads that we maintain for the long run. I will start myself by looking into creating Media-Create threads again beginning with next week. We need that kind of thread made asap on Wednesday when the new numbers are released. Similarly, OldGaf used to have threads like 'this month's releases: what are you playing in July?' We had a weightloss-thread. A movie-thread. A football-thread. And so on. I know it might sound like a chore, but please think about taking responsibility of any such thread (it's really not much more than creating it ) and just do it! Bamm, and NeoGAF has back some of its structure and pseudo-service. Only having random discussion topics is nice, too, but I feel we need to re-establish certain threads that simply used to be part of NeoGAF's identity (of the good parts of it!).
This is what we can do. Current NeoGAF is fantastic in how diverse it is in regards to opinions. Now let's show that to the world. If we don't, the bad people will win, because they're loud and obnoxious and won't stop. Let's be a modern 2018 community that proves all the reseteras, Kotakus, Polygons etc. wrong. We care about creating a happier world, we don't lie in articles, we don't condone violence. That's for them. That's why they're bad. Let's be better.
In order to start anew, I want to disclose that I had an account on NeoGAF before. It was banned 15 years ago by Amirox, because I criticized Okami. I was admittedly an annoying Nintendo-fanboy back then. I hope admitting this won't get me banned, I'm not who I was 15 years ago. If I'm banned, though, that's on me. Then I still hope you guys and girls try your hardest to keep nurturing this place, because it's the best shot we have to bring some direly needed anti-extremism to the world
Let's do this.
PS: Oh my, this became way too long. Sorry
I've mentioned in my goodbye-thread that I'm suffering from depression. I'm fighting it and it's all going in a good direction atm. However, there's one kinda big thing that truly bogs me down and it keeps getting worse. That is: politics and the course of the world.
I had decided for myself before that nothing matters, that because you'll die eventually, it doesn't matter what becomes of this world. So everything going down the drain? Whatever. But witnessing what's going on onthe political stage made me reassess my stance. I won't claim that my mind has fundamentally changed, it hasn't. But what happened is that it made me wanna take action, if only so much as posting on NeoGAF. So what was the tippping point?
As a German, I just went through the dumbest, most unnecessary 'spectacle' that ever happened in German government politics. CSU Seehofer started a bs egomaniacal macho campaign where he announced that he'd send back refugees even without chancellor Merkel's legitimation. This resulted in 3 weeks of Merkel tiptoeing, trying to hold together the union of her CDU and Seehofer's CSU (think of it as a main republican party and a smaller, locally lead republican party who have always worked together). All the while Seehofer and his colleagues throw around insulting remarks, stuff like 'I won't allow getting fired by the wan I made chancellor!'. Stuff happened (Seehofer even said to quit, then un-quit half a day later) and then 3 weeks later it was over. Both Merkel and Seehofer acted as if they found an appropriate solution (they didn't) and now their parties are all 'let's talk about content, not positions'. Yeah, right, clearly that's what you care about when you risk imploding the government for 3 weeks! Cunts.
But that's not all: in case you haven't heard about it, the biggest rightwing-extreme terrorism case just ended a couple days ago. The so-called NSU murdered 10 people many years ago, now Beate Zschäpe got prison for life, some helpers got also multi-year sentences. But: Pretty much everyone knows that there's more to it, that many involved people got off scot-free. The kicker is: Some secret files got locked away for a planned 120 years before they can be published - WTF. The whole thing is either a massive deflection or it indeed contains important information about involved parties, possibly high-standing government people. But let's just lock it away until everyone alive today is dead!
Then there's, of course, all these stupid European neighbors following rightwing-politicians. Hungary, Italy, Austria, and more. Instead of bringing the world together, acting humanely and care for others, these governments are shutting themselves in, demonize foreigners, and cause each other so much trouble with their one man-shows. Worst of all, though, is Turkey's Erdogan, who apparently found some German history books and tries his best to repeat 1933 in Osmanian fashion. He's now in absolute power, 18,000 people were imprisoned just a week or two ago for basically being opposed to him. And Turks, especially those not living in Turkey, VOTED for him. Why are you people so dumb, so ... bad?! You enjoy the best of democracy living in Germany et all, but you help turning your home land into an islamistic dictatorship? And especially younger Turks are doing so apparently. What's wrong with you?!
And of course there's Trump ...
Sigh ...
But that's just one side. Then there's another: The authoritarian left (auth left) which also includes current day feminists. I made the big mistake of reading on resetera 'for fun'. Well, it's not fun, it's freaking scary to see so many deluded, ignorant, hateful people condensed in one place, believing THEY are correct. Especially morally correct. Omg no. The ArenaNet-thread is the most shocking piece of evidence to show how bad, if not plain evil, these people are. An unassuming, supportive fan and even contributing member of the community had some polite feedback for a female writer of the dev team, she out of nowhere attacks and insults him, she's fired for it, the end. That's what it should have been, right? But of course not! LET'S MAKE IT ALL ABOUT GENDER. BECAUSE WHY THE FUCK NOT. What followed is a 60+ page (ongoing) thread full of people trying their hardest to explain why she didn't do anything wrong, why she's actually the victim, and why the fan is a mansplaining, alt right GamerGate pig. There were some users opposing all that, but take a guess what happened to them. Exactly.
Countless people have been fired over their social media comments, but screw them, they were men or/and of a politicam affiliation I dislike, so that was okay. But the SAME thing happening to a WOMAN and it's unforgivable. It MUST be part of a larger problem. Clearly ArenaNet only fired her to appease evil GG. Clearly the years of online harassment dudn't leave Price a choice in how to behave towards a consumer. And, of course, it'd ArenaNet's fault for not having a written policy that says 'Do not insult our customers or you're fired'. OF COURSE.
Then there's the older stories of them pushing for censorship in Japanese games, their ridiculous identity politics and so much more. I watched a (greatly satisfying) video of Steven Crowder and even if you dislike him (I kinda do, because his views on healthcare are ridiculous), it's a great video where he confronts people who threatened him and incited others to act violently against him (slashing his car's tires, blowing it up, etc). It's just unreal how unhinged these auth left people are and they still feel that they're in the right. Wth! These people act on the principle of 'you're either 100% for me or 100% against me'. If you agree with them on 99 issues, but disagree on, say, abortion, you're literal Hitler - despite so much agreement otherwise. It's mindbaffelingly stupid. But for reasons, these people hold SO MUCH power on social media. They keep getting those they dislike fired by organizing hate mobs and doing targeted harassment (the irony is dying from laughter at this point, I know). They're a minority, but vocal enough to get publishers like Nintendo to censor their games - games most of them wouldn't buy either way. As silly as it may sound, but Samus' boob size-reduction in Smash Ultimate left a bitter taste in my mouth, simply because I'm asking myself 'why was that decided?'. But it's not just games. The auth left demands classic books to be changed, pretty much the 2018-equivalent of last century's book burnings. I don't even wanna go into the whole LGBT-rudiculousness, especially regarding transgender people. Do not misinterpret this: I fully tolerate them, I feel sympathy for their fate, but I also think that they just don't deserve all this focus. You don't put the world's politics in jeopardy because a tiny fraction of the population (that unites online and thus gives the fake impression of existing in huge numbers) feels sad about wrong pronouns, bathroom issues and beimg criticized for their participation in sports. Oh, and of course everybody is a bigot who refuses to date trans women. Of course!
-------------------
I need to come to an end, so let's make a cut here. To make long matters short: As somebody who wants to see the world become a better place, I feel caught between alt right fearmongers and auth left fascists. I used to call myself left/liberal/libertarian/whathaveyou, but ultimately I'm a human being with individual perspectives on individual issues. Screw categories, screw extremism. I want to see changes so that most everybody can live a happier life.
Leaving refugees to die in the Mittelmeer? Nota happier world.
Letting trans women trivialize women's sports? Not a happier world.
Harassment on social media, no matter against whom? Not a happier world.
Censoring fiction? Not a happier world.
Assuming all men are potential pedo criminals which results in a lack of male kindergarteners? Not a happier world.
Marginalizing false-rape accusations? Not a happier world.
Raping women? Not a happier world.
Etc.
So what can we do? Most importantly, I think we *can* do something. And it's actually pretty easy: Have the new NeoGAF become an active, well-visited place of discussion! Show the world by example that a place where all kinds of (non hateful) opinions come together is a GREAT place.
NeoGAF has already gotten much better since the incident, but it still needs to do more. This is only my opinion, but I think we ought to achive some more framework. What I mean is that we'll have a number recurring threads that we maintain for the long run. I will start myself by looking into creating Media-Create threads again beginning with next week. We need that kind of thread made asap on Wednesday when the new numbers are released. Similarly, OldGaf used to have threads like 'this month's releases: what are you playing in July?' We had a weightloss-thread. A movie-thread. A football-thread. And so on. I know it might sound like a chore, but please think about taking responsibility of any such thread (it's really not much more than creating it ) and just do it! Bamm, and NeoGAF has back some of its structure and pseudo-service. Only having random discussion topics is nice, too, but I feel we need to re-establish certain threads that simply used to be part of NeoGAF's identity (of the good parts of it!).
This is what we can do. Current NeoGAF is fantastic in how diverse it is in regards to opinions. Now let's show that to the world. If we don't, the bad people will win, because they're loud and obnoxious and won't stop. Let's be a modern 2018 community that proves all the reseteras, Kotakus, Polygons etc. wrong. We care about creating a happier world, we don't lie in articles, we don't condone violence. That's for them. That's why they're bad. Let's be better.
In order to start anew, I want to disclose that I had an account on NeoGAF before. It was banned 15 years ago by Amirox, because I criticized Okami. I was admittedly an annoying Nintendo-fanboy back then. I hope admitting this won't get me banned, I'm not who I was 15 years ago. If I'm banned, though, that's on me. Then I still hope you guys and girls try your hardest to keep nurturing this place, because it's the best shot we have to bring some direly needed anti-extremism to the world
Let's do this.
PS: Oh my, this became way too long. Sorry