xaosslug
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Bisexual (since this seems to be the consensus) ?
Well, I do remember to have been strongly attracted to a mid-50s obese swiss german man with a very kind attitude back during a conference about Afghanistan when I was 17. I met the guy while he was eating his plate standing and it was a bit gross to be honest but I strongly felt attracted to him despite the circumstances.
From time to time, I want to embraced by protective and warm arms, and be an object of attention. That much is true. Also, I did get some terrible experiences with women, as a man who wore his heart on his sleeve and a strong ideal of a relationship (that is both partner and the intensity of the feelings).
Maybe this is driving me today to open myself to wider horizons, who knows. I basically just want a trusty relation nowadays in which I can feel myself at my ease. Woman, or man, maybe love wears surprising faces.
you seem to want to escape your current situation/prospects and have a 'grass might be greener' sort of 'ideal' + daddy issues going? Hmm.
kiss a guy and see what happens?