You talk about anti-semitism and homophobia and refuse to identify as Austrian but identify as.... Russian? Is this like, a joke or something?
Honestly, I mostly identify as a Russian Jew. Which is a bit different. But no, it's not a joke. I don't identify myself as Russian because of the current political situation in Russia. If that was the case, I would definitely have gone to vote for Hofer in this election.
I also have a much more personal reason to discard my father's Austrian heritage, which I'd rather not indulge in sharing.
Once you stop seeing yourself as an outcast you won't be one. Simple as that. Yeah, the occasional idiot will scream "Scheiß Ausländer" after you. So what? I heard that often enough. That doesn't change anything on my views. The Austrians often don't like themselves among each other. I can't tell you how often I heard jokes about us from Vorarlberg when I was doing my military time in Tirol.
I've actually never been called "Scheiss Auslaender" because, as I mentioned before, I am anything but overt in my minority status. I have no accent but an Austrian one - in fact, I'm so good with the German language I grew up with that within few hours of talking to someone from a different region, I adopt the accent; I grew up in Upper Austria, but I speak perfect Viennese now.
Regardless, I've experienced a lot of casual racism. I've been harassed and even was victim of violence towards me because of my sexual orientation, however. And that was purely Austrians. And no, I did not mention that I'm also a Jew and don't see myself as Austrian. Only because of my sexuality.
I did not have this in the time I was in other countries, including the ones I lived in for a while, such as San Marino.
I challenge you to tell someone that mistreats you because of your heritage that you see yourself as an Austrian and not as Russian. Then witness the change in mood. I managed to come along VERY well with some far right people once I made clear to them that I see myself as Austrian. This refusing of cultural identity with the country one lives in the root of all problems we have. I am fully convinced of that.
Tell that to the Bosnian kid in my class in technical college who got harassed, by Austrians, because he had a "funny" name and accent, although he was born in Austria, had an Austrian passport, and identified with Austria.
If I meet someone who I can identify as being far right, I don't even bring up my cultural identity at all. I generally don't do that, though it's tough to hide given my name. I'm not an idiot, nor am I suicidal. I'd fear for my life if I told a far right winger those things.
It's not like I dance down the streets singing how awesome Russia is and how much Austria sucks.
Heritage... What the fuck is that even? Countries shift and change all the time. Your family might originate from Timbuktu for all you know. Don't set your heritage on where your parents come from, make your own. Just like with religion. You decide what you believe in, not your parents. So you can very well decide as what nation you see yourself part of. And seeing your comments I have huge troubles understanding why that is Russia in your case.
You seem to fail to grasp the difference between culture and nation. I do not condone the political situation in Russia, in the slightest. I appreciate that I can live in relative comfort here in Austria, even though I am getting oppressed. But not embracing the country I live in doesn't mean I can't appreciate its merits, nor that I cannot be a productive member of its society. I just don't wanna wave red-white-red flags. In fact, I don't want to wave
any flags. I just don't see myself as nationalistic in any sense of the word, I just enjoy and embrace a lot of things that I've gotten from my mother's origin and family. Is that really so difficult to understand?