GulfCoastZilla
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For real, to most people throwing up is just part of life. It’s our bodies way of expelling shit that shouldn’t be in there.
But me? It’s much worse than that, to me it’s the worst possible thing that could happen. I FEAR it. From December to April (prime norovirus / stomach bug ) season I am on HIGH ALERT, I wont like go out and get a hotel so my family fends for themselves but I’m definitely isolating myself from everyone.
I’m talking full blown panic attacks, full on body shakes, nausea and a billion false alarms.
At the same time I also know it (Emetophobia) is utterly ridiculous and I shouldn’t be afraid of it.
About 10 years ago, I threw up for the first time in 23 years. It was the fear of the unknown. Not recognizing the sensations so fearing every little fucking thing with my stomach. But when it does happen? The fear is resolved for a week, cured for a week because I realize it’s no big deal and then BOOM, right back to the same old shit.
So yeah….anyone got some weird shit they fear that everyone else would just shrug their shoulders at.
But me? It’s much worse than that, to me it’s the worst possible thing that could happen. I FEAR it. From December to April (prime norovirus / stomach bug ) season I am on HIGH ALERT, I wont like go out and get a hotel so my family fends for themselves but I’m definitely isolating myself from everyone.
I’m talking full blown panic attacks, full on body shakes, nausea and a billion false alarms.
At the same time I also know it (Emetophobia) is utterly ridiculous and I shouldn’t be afraid of it.
About 10 years ago, I threw up for the first time in 23 years. It was the fear of the unknown. Not recognizing the sensations so fearing every little fucking thing with my stomach. But when it does happen? The fear is resolved for a week, cured for a week because I realize it’s no big deal and then BOOM, right back to the same old shit.
So yeah….anyone got some weird shit they fear that everyone else would just shrug their shoulders at.