I'm having a bit of a problem in the game lately and I'm wondering what advice you guys have about it.
Currently I'm at 3,075 MMR, but the I've sort of stopped playing ranked altogether, because it became increasingly difficult to manage to play a carry. Uninspiring as it is, it became my favored role, with the heroes I like the most attached to it. But it's obviously one of the two most popular roles, so the chances of 4th or 5th picking it are very low. I also play a lot with a friend who's around 4.5k, and with him I tend to support because the games are noticeably above my level, and while supporting is by no means a simple, mindless task, I feel it's more manageable when you play above your skill.
In the past 2 months or so, my statistics on dotabuff went down from 81% core to 50%. Honestly, it's kinda bumming me out. I'm finding myself playing bot matches just to scratch that carry itch. It also lowered my confidence in playing the role properly, since I'm so out of practice with it.
Did any of you go through something similar? Any thoughts on what to do? Should I just ignore proper drafting and start first-picking the carry like a schmuck. If so, what are good carries that aren't that easy to counter and can handle themselves even without a good support? Or maybe I should just give it up and play it only when I get the chance to?