I miss my old self . . .

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Where did he goes?

Where that simple boy went?

That naive and optimistic person which felt nothing could bring him down?

I remember the old times these days with such strong nostalgia... and I can't believe the many things happened in the past few years that changed me completely 100%.

When I remember the things that happened to me... it feels like someone's else life, a long movie or an even longer novel .

I've lost so many things in the past few years.... beautiful things... things were the dearest to my heart.

My sweet lovely Grandma which I've lost last year.... it have been so hard on me because I've grown up with her being close in my life, till few weeks ago while I was driving my car closely to her home for a moment I suggested to myself to visit her... I felt joy for few seconds then I told myself what's wrong with you silly? she is gone...

I miss the simple person in me who could feel so happy by just playing JRPGs games alone for days and feels nothing but good feelings and a part of these fiction characters journey...

I miss the friends I've lost to life..... which I shared the best days of my life with...

I miss the child in me that used to dream so many dreams and planned to do many impossible things to prove to himself and to the world that nothing can stop him...

I miss the times when I toughed that all the people were good in their heart... and there is nothing such an evil soul....

I miss the times when I believed so strongly in love... and I could find it one day....

I miss the days when I find joy and happiness in so many simple things....

I miss the old lonely night of winter when I stay awake all night with nothing but my wonderful thoughts and things...



Today... I wake up in the morning and look at myself in the mirror and see the many good things I've gained that I'm grateful for...

I'm grateful for my wonderful Job...

I'm grateful for the love I receive from my large family members and new friends and co workers...

I'm grateful for my new things and my good health and looks...

I'm grateful for my growth...

Yet... there is something special and magical about the past that just won't let me go...



Time goes by.... people changes... dreams dies... hopes awakes... we grow... things gets old... nothing is frozen .

And we asks our self the same question: what tomorrow and the future holds for us?





Share with me.... your nostalgia for your past and old days ~
 
these threads better be the result of the hurricane. i can't remember the last time becoming depressed while on this forum.
 
Sounds like someone needs to watch Fight Club.

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cnizzle06 said:
Don't forget about the hilarious bit where his grandma dies.

Fuckin Gaf.
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oh c'mon now, i cant help but read the OP like if the dude was reading a poem wet in the rain or something, give me a break, gaf is allowed to share a little laugh, specially when he could use it.
 
I sure as hell don't.

I was a over 100lbs overweight guy with no friends and deathly afraid of any human contact hidden beneath a general distrust and apathy for most things. I didn't care about myself and I only cared for what went on in the home.

But it could be argued that 50+lbs lost later/several years later that I am the same person, albeit a more happier me. I have friends now, I enjoy life more and my life is not just confined to the internet, porn, and video games.
 
cnizzle06 said:
Don't forget about the hilarious bit where his grandma dies.

Fuckin Gaf.
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I hope someone dear to your heart die so if you wrote about that person I could call it ( hilarious ) ..... because then I will be so cool like you are now right?

Edit: dammit I hope no one dies.... but your post it really stupid.
 
SalsaShark said:
oh c'mon now, i cant help but read the OP like if the dude was reading a poem wet in the rain or something, give me a break, gaf is allowed to share a little laugh, specially when he could use it.
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You're right, the execution was cheesy, but still, Im sure the guy didn't post this in hopes of getting mocked. It seems like Gaf's go-to response.

It gets tiring.
 
The Praiseworthy said:
I hope someone dear to your heart die so if you wrote about that person I could call it ( hilarious ) ..... because then I will be so cool like you are now right?

Edit: dammit I hope no one dies.... but your post it really stupid.
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Jesus Christ kid, I was defending you.

You know what, fuck it, have at it boys.
 
I tried so hard, and got so far. But in the end, it doesn't even matter. I had to fall to lose it all. But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
 
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I KNOW THAT FEEL ALL TOO WELL


but what can you do at the end of the day ?

Lighten up, have some sex, eat some good food and drink (30$ Italian meal)

just sit back and relax.
cheer up Depressed GAF WE ALL KNOW THAT FEEL
 
I'd kick old me's ass from here to hell. That said, old me did have alot more fucking friends...

Fuck him, I still want to kick his ass.
 
Okay is this the Depressed GAF night or what ? :/

Also the best time of u r life is the time u where underage No job, no problems..
 
I'm going to replay FFVIII now.... this game shared with me the best days of my life, replaying it always cheers me up and get me back right to 1999.

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Digishine said:
Also the best time of u r life is the time u where underage No job, no problems..
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So true.......
 
So if I'm reading this correctly, cnizzle06 stuck up for The Praiseworthy only for The Praiseworthy to shit on his head.

As has been addressed before, OT is weird tonight.

Was intending to deploy this played out gif in the soccer/football thread about people being knocked out, but here:

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Look at that! Life's not all bad. You're not that guy. Cheer the fuck up if you can!

Edit: I'm glad those two worked things out!
 
vas_a_morir said:
Man, Depressed GAF needs a sub-forum.
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For sure, this is getting way to repetitive. But I agree with the OP. I do miss certain things, but i like to think that I've gained new things that are just as important to me as those things I've lost.
 
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