this guy said:I tried so hard, and got so far. But in the end, it doesn't even matter. I had to fall to lose it all. But in the end, it doesn't even matter.

this guy said:I tried so hard, and got so far. But in the end, it doesn't even matter. I had to fall to lose it all. But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
The Praiseworthy said:Where did he goes?
Where that simple boy went?
That naive and optimistic person which felt nothing could bring him down?
I remember the old times these days with such strong nostalgia... and I can't believe the many things happened in the past few years that changed me completely 100%.
When I remember the things that happened to me... it feels like someone's else life, a long movie or an even longer novel .
I've lost so many things in the past few years.... beautiful things... things were the dearest to my heart.
My sweet lovely Grandma which I've lost last year.... it have been so hard on me because I've grown up with her being close in my life, till few weeks ago while I was driving my car closely to her home for a moment I suggested to myself to visit her... I felt joy for few seconds then I told myself what's wrong with you silly? she is gone...
I miss the simple person in me who could feel so happy by just playing JRPGs games alone for days and feels nothing but good feelings and a part of these fiction characters journey...
I miss the friends I've lost to life..... which I shared the best days of my life with...
I miss the child in me that used to dream so many dreams and planned to do many impossible things to prove to himself and to the world that nothing can stop him...
I miss the times when I toughed that all the people were good in their heart... and there is nothing such an evil soul....
I miss the times when I believed so strongly in love... and I could find it one day....
I miss the days when I find joy and happiness in so many simple things....
I miss the old lonely night of winter when I stay awake all night with nothing but my wonderful thoughts and things...
Today... I wake up in the morning and look at myself in the mirror and see the many good things I've gained that I'm grateful for...
I'm grateful for my wonderful Job...
I'm grateful for the love I receive from my large family members and new friends and co workers...
I'm grateful for my new things and my good health and looks...
I'm grateful for my growth...
Yet... there is something special and magical about the past that just won't let me go...
Time goes by.... people changes... dreams dies... hopes awakes... we grow... things gets old... nothing is frozen .
And we asks our self the same question: what tomorrow and the future holds for us?
Share with me.... your nostalgia for your past and old days ~
Drewsky said:Wow, OT is goin hard tonight.
SolKane said:Saturday night on an internet forum, what do you expect.
MikeOfTheLivingDead said:Sounds like someone needs to watch Fight Club.
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Listen up, maggots. You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You're the same decaying organic matter as everything else.
THE VAGINA MONSTER IS GOING TO GET YOU AND PUT ITS LONG LIPS ALL OVER YOU! MUAHAHAHASennorin said:And thanks to the "designer vagina"-topic, I haven´t been able to fap in three days now, still on-going.
Lo_Fi said:the most uplifting movie ever made.
Sennorin said:I can feel you, OP.
When I was a kid, I would spend the whole day outside, playing with my brothers and friends, climbing trees, building tree houses, etc.. Now, I´m a fat, lonely nerd, spending all day in front of his PC. And thanks to the "designer vagina"-topic, I haven´t been able to fap in three days now, still on-going.
Miss "the good old days".
FixedstriKeVillain! said:We need to isolate this shit to the drugs thread.
Class clown PounchEnvy was loud and sort of a dick. I kind of miss him but I also enjoy not being so obnoxious.Rorschach said:I miss class clown Rorschach. He was pretty cool.
Lord Ghirahim said:Have you tried Suicide?
I actually got this from netflix today. Will watch by the end of the weekend if my house is intact from that bitch Irene.Lo_Fi said:Man, what's up with Gaf tonight? So depressed.
Everyone just needs to watch:
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the most uplifting movie ever made.
Dr Prob said:
I blame Sephiroth.The Praiseworthy said:Oh god.... I'm so sorry really....
Forgive me please... I'm not focused today at all :-(
i fuckin lol'dLord Ghirahim said:Have you tried Suicide?
This was supposed to be uplifting?Lo_Fi said:Man, what's up with Gaf tonight? So depressed.
Everyone just needs to watch:
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the most uplifting movie ever made.
Combichristoffersen said:You live in the western world? If so, it's not uncommon, as everyone here is depressed and suicidal. Move to Africa, because apparently no one ever commits suicide there, so everyone must be happy in Africa!
THIS, MOTHAFUCKING THISEmily Chu said:![]()
I KNOW THAT FEEL ALL TOO WELL
but what can you do at the end of the day ?
Lighten up, have some sex, eat some good food and drink (30$ Italian meal)
just sit back and relax.
cheer up Depressed GAF WE ALL KNOW THAT FEEL
Soru said:Go to Nigeria they're all millionaires over there. Surely you've seen them in their top hats and monocle with their pet Hyenas and shit. It's basically the same as a country made from rainbows and lollipops.
Soru said:Go to Nigeria they're all millionaires over there. Surely you've seen them in their top hats and monocle with their pet Hyenas and shit. It's basically the same as a country made from rainbows and lollipops.
PounchEnvy said:My old self was a lazy, low-self esteem loser. Screw him.