I obviously speak about my experience and I am part of the group which is for support of people with Psoriasis, I could speak more about issues with drinking and Anxiety and so on, but I decided not to, do anything which psychology. Because that groups are to be really toxic. When I was doing this post, I was speaking to a group of like 300 in some doctors conference, because I was first in my country to take a medical trial, which actually fixed my psoriasis, to an extend, that I have better skin than 99% and before that I looked like a zombie, so I choose to drank myself to dead, etc..
So it wasn't necessarily just some "oh please tell me I am good", this shit was quite important. I then take a courage, to speak to in Czech/English on some Google conference, about flutter framework and so on. It helped, but I still have a lot to learn.
I like speaking in English, I don't care as much as in my native language.
Part of me path was somehow to do this thread, because I was really shaking at that moment