Random thoughts.

Is there a thredt where we can rAnt about stuff because I want to rant about stuff because I'm really on edge and I need to rant.
 
So musk is getting rid of dms on Twitter cause Tiffany Fong told him she didn't want his children. He actually dm this chicken outta the blue and since he got rejected he's deleted the DM function.

What a cuck
 
I've been on a 2 week vacation and tomorrow is my last day. I didn't even really go anywhere but it's just been so nice being off work and chilling, being able to just go to the store or the mall in the middle of the day without all the traffic, etc...
I'd retire right now if I could.
 
It always amazes me when recovering alcoholics can tell you exactly how long they've been sober.

Like "I've been sober 6 years 4 months 3 weeks and 2 days".

What a mental burden to carry around.
Just let go and live your life jeezz.
 
I whispered "spaghetti" to my sink and now it won't stop humming

It's not even a recognizable tune, just this low, unsettling drone like it's buffering a memory from another dimension. I haven't done dishes in three days because I'm afraid it'll start singing opera in Latin.

What if plumbing is just the nervous system of the house and I accidentally gave mine anxiety?
 
What happened to NFT's? They were a thing that you couldn't avoid news about.

Physical art is better? Smh, Idk. With NFT's, if anyone wanted to they could find the image(s), download it and frame it for themselves. For free. Not easy to do with "physical" art.
 
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I whispered "spaghetti" to my sink and now it won't stop humming

It's not even a recognizable tune, just this low, unsettling drone like it's buffering a memory from another dimension. I haven't done dishes in three days because I'm afraid it'll start singing opera in Latin.

What if plumbing is just the nervous system of the house and I accidentally gave mine anxiety?

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I like dogs and I like watching dog videos, but some of the comments are straight up nauseating

I hate people who act like dogs know they got adopted

Or that dogs smile. Dogs don't smile.

They're not sitting there thinking, "Wow, I just got a second chance at life." with a big smile on their face. It's just a new environment with new smells

And don't let me get started on the cunts who say "we don't deserve dogs"
 
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I like dogs and I like watching dog videos, but some of the comments are straight up nauseating

I hate people who act like dogs know they got adopted

Or that dogs smile. Dogs don't smile.

They're not sitting there thinking, "Wow, I just got a second chance at life." with a big smile on their face. It's just a new environment with new smells

And don't let me get started on the cunts who say "we don't deserve dogs"

You Grinch 👀

hate grinch GIF
 
How do I put spoiler tags in?

Edit: help section to the rescue

Simple spoiler
Spoiler with a title
 
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*buys luxury ice cream for brother's birthday meal tomorrow*

*opens freezer...*

*opens freezer...*

...

*opens freezer...*

*eats half of it late at night*

*gonna have to go back, get more tomorrow*
 
It always amazes me when recovering alcoholics can tell you exactly how long they've been sober.

Like "I've been sober 6 years 4 months 3 weeks and 2 days".

What a mental burden to carry around.
Just let go and live your life jeezz.
The sobriety thing is probably more about the awareness I think. When you abuse "things" to an extreme level you get so fucking good (or you THINK you are good) at hiding the addition that when the veil is REALLY gone you realize that you were not hiding anything.

So the sober day is really a bunch of things:
1) the day that you have the tools necessary to remain free from the yolk of whatever is around your neck.
2) the day that you realize what a giant piece of shit you CAN be when you are strung out.
3) the day you realize that the people in your life love you regardless of how much of a giant piece of shit you can be.
4) the day you realize how much you have hurt those around you without caring about them or the repercussions of your actions.

The REAL kick in the balls comes later when you get tempted again. That's when you think BACK to that day (6 years 4 months and 2 days ago) and tell yourself what you did/went through/put others through wasn't as bad as it is made out to be. THAT is the day you when your sober in-control-self can CHOOSE to be that giant piece of shit again or, look yourself in your face, call you on your own bullshit, then go to work.

That's what I would imagine it would be like anyway.
 
Everything's going to shit again, where I'm at after being a joy-rider's paradise for many years turned very calm and safe around ~2006, and 'til around 2022 was quite peaceful..

Couple years back a car flies into the lamppost outside (20mph area) while going 50+. Last year I glanced out the window while eating dinner and there's an attempted machete attack, now there's been two attempted stabbings (or successful slashings?!) right near me in the last few weeks.

Recently it seems every week there's someone either mentally ill or high on drugs flapping around with no shoes on and police/ambulances having to turn up. It's almost always on a Sunday too.

Apparently there's been at least 5 stabbings/attempted stabbings in the last month just in the area. A few Sundays back there was a kid or slashed up in a nearby park and half the police force turned up, now as I type this there's a big imposing guy just up the road a little, either very unwell, drugged up or both, grunting, barefoot, pink mohawk, pretty much rotating on the spot with a coffee cup in hand; being tended to by police and an ambulance.

Hard drugs dealt out of what used to be sheltered housing, right near the shops. Been reported multiple times but nothing seems to happen. And even worse I've seen multiple people I recognise from the area sneaking round the back, including a young mum who lives in the flats nearby. Random otherwise healthy, normal-looking teenagers have asked me multiple times if I'm carrying anything.

Just last week there was endless banging on a door and screaming matches at midnight.

Then there's just all the little things about people getting worse and worse in the last ~5yrs. I don't think I've seen a person walking their dog who hasn't head their head buried in their phone the whole time. You're courteous and stand aside to let people by and most of the time you get absolutely no acknowledgement. Then there's this weird breed of totally aloof people will literally look at you as you acknowledge them, let them by, simply nod, smile or say hello and they'll have zero expression, not muttering a word. They'll just stare at you was you walk by and there's basically nothing going on there, and it's often the same people on multiple occasions.

Plus there's just general inconsideration, little things like people walking around at night when it's otherwise dead quiet, people and children in bed and they're blaring music out on their Beats Pill or whatever it is. Most annoying thing lately is a jumped up little tosspot that goes to a nearby gym and drives a van right out of Pimp My Ride: he's obsessed with proving it's his right of way and regularly blocks an entire road while an endless line of cars opposing him back up. Even if he is in the right, the layout isn't perfectly navigable and it's understandable that some folks get in a jam there. For him it's a safe, reasonable and minimal concession to let people by, but instead he'll prefer to hold up 20 cars that have literally no other way of getting out. This is multiple times a week and blocks multiple cul de sacs, small car parks and stretch of road.

There's still the odd person, family about, or cashier at a nearby shop here that makes it worth it, just showing the most rudimentary acknowledgement that there's another human being stood in front of them, but overall there's been a glaring decay in everything.

At this rate I don't know if I'm gonna be playing GTAVI at the end of 2025 or if I'm going to be in it.

I think there was a period about ten years back where I didn't recall seeing police officers or any goings on for months, maybe even a year at a time. Now as I type this on a reasonably sunny Sunday afternoon, the fourth police car today has just gone by with its sirens blaring and I've seen multiple patrols this week.
 
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I'm sure this is all gonna sound really ridiculous I don't exactly expect anyone to believe all this.
For the last little while I've been keeping correspondence with my sanity.
and I really get the feeling that I'm starting to lose interest in the letter-writing process.
The pieces of the letters just get progressively shorter and shorter, until it's not even a reply.
The whole thing makes me really nervous.
I just wish I could show you what a huge problem this is.

Who knows?
 
Can smelly people not smell themselves? Big guy in front of me at the shop earlier smelt of sun-cooked turds, how is he not aware of this?

I get some folks might become immune to specific body odours, but I don't get how you can't smell literal shit wafting around you..
 
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Does anyone else just keep switching back and forth between the same two insurance companies every few years when they raise your rates and then the other company is offering a much better deal?
I don't see why they can't just keep rates reasonable and keep you in the first place, but I guess they assume most people won't go through the trouble of switching companies. It's super easy to switch though.
 
I don't see the appeal of Florence plough at all. Thunderbolts looks horrible and her headlining it does nothing. I'd call her a butter face but that'd be too nice
 
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