* I'm bumping this as I just failed a Chemistry, biology, geography course in one. Or I passed but just barely. It was the worst exam of my life, and I think I fucked up so bad the teachers and the sensor dragged me down because I sounded frustrated and entitled.
they asked me questions right away, and I was so focused on just telling them the things I knew(to hide from the things I didnt) I just lost perspective and overview, and control. And then I asked directly if I could continue saying my piece.
When I couldn't account for the photosynthesis, that became the doomsday. I had studied so much on english speaking info, that I had forgot the words in my native tounge, and it was just horror getting the evaluation.
Most of all I am angry at myself, dragging down my GPA. If I don't ace with A's after the summer vacation I am going to be severely limited. It's so hard going to school and doing these courses that are so painfully dull and complicated (because they are presented in any exciting way). I know all this material is amazing, but these old 200 year old teaching methods are killing me.
I think I need some drugs to make me more focused because I don't know how else to really stop scraping by during these exams. damn.