I'm sitting in my car crying, cause I just don't feel safe anymore, I'm a black man in his 20s and this whole situation has struck me that they could have really been me, it could still be me, and there's nothing I can do about it.
It's not all bad. The officer wasn't white.
But for real, I laid in my bed this morning for around half an hour after the Trevor Noah video just crying and wondering what the point even is in fighting against the system anymore. Almost kind of mad at myself for watching it, because I knew the lack of conviction itself was bullshit, but it's typical bullshit- this happens more often than not. However, the new video itself that the jury apparently watched and concluded that there was nothing wrong just kind of brings up a resignation. Like, alright white people. I get it. Y'all won already. I'm starting to think about shit like, "Maybe if I get the fuck out of here back to Germany again things will be better," because God knows this shit in America is not clearing up in my lifetime. I'm fucking done.
" thoughts and prayers" or something equally useless
Useless. Like correcting people on the freed officer's race.
But I get it though. You have your priorities.