Well you mentioned bipolar so I should point out that if you feel you are, make sure that you mention it to the psy as bipolar and pure antidepressants can lead to severe mania. Should he/she determine that you are bipolar, try out Lamictal as it has few side effects and works well for many people. Above all else, if your meds leave you feeling emotionally numb, then they are the wrong meds for you; too many people feel the numbness is something they just need to accept when that is the farthest thing from the truth unless they have exhausted every med out there.