Unfinished business, and I don't necessarily mean that in a monetary/materialistic sense. I just don't want to die without accomplishing my goals. You hear it all the time : "I don't want to lie on my deathbed with regrets about my past" or "You don't want to grow old and realize you wasted your time doing things you don't even want to do". I really don't want to become that bitter person that never got their shot, or was never able to do the things they were actually passionate about. I guess that's why I focus more on my hobbies, like producing music and creating art, more than other things in my life. It's what I want to do, and it's really what I'm meant to do in terms of intelligence/talent. If I gave up on my craft and became lazy, or motivated by typical BS like other people, I'd just end up dying without leaving my mark. I don't want to be extraordinarily famous or popular or anything, I just want to be fulfilled, happy and totally content with my progress/work/portfolio before I bite the dust.