Ever felt like you were dealt a good hand at life but just don't know how to play the game? I suppose it's a normal feeling for someone my age. I just don't want to have a mediocre life that I've simply "settled" on. I'm always told I've got the tools, but I don't know how to use them. It's just as bad as having nothing. I barely have motivation for anything anymore and get it just leads to more frustration. I'm not bitter yet, but I feel if I'm stuck in this rut any longer, I will be. I know I could be so much more, but what am I missing? I'm sorry if I'm being too vague, but I just can't find any other way to say this at the moment.