bigmakstudios
Banned
I'm sick of my body. I just don't know what the fuck to do with it. I eat enough so that I never feel hungry, but don't over indulge, and this has worked well for me, for the most part. I'm actually very skinny, which I don't personally care for, but I prefer it over being obese, although despite being thin, it feels like the bulk of my weight is fat. Basically, my body doesn't really have much form. I could actually feel my backbone, but in other areas of my body, like my chest, my neck, my ass, etc, I'm "flabby". And now, I seem to be gaining even more fat. After noticing a bit of a fat gain, I started to eat less fattening foods, but now I'm still gaining fat, and at an increasingly fast rate.
I do work out. Not extensively, but I lift 20 lb barbells (lol), and do pushups and situps daily. For the most part, however, I live a pretty sedentary lifestyle. Gaining fat wouldn't really be surprising to me were it not for how just weeks ago it felt like I couldn't put on weight even if I wanted to, and I was eating more then than I am now.
Here's an example of a day of food consumption for me (what I ate today) just to give you a vague idea of how much calories I might be taking in:
Breakfast:
Small bowl of cheerios
8 oz Cup of skim milk
Banana
Lunch:
Buffalo Chicken Sandwich
Apple
1 carton of chocolate milk (from school)
1 carton of gatorade
Dinner:
3 slices of pepperoni pizza. On days other than fridays, I usually eat dinners that are much more healthy... but fridays are basically lazy ass take out food days for my family >_> ... not that I mind.
Other:
about 3 8 oz cups of apple juice (I'm just estimating for this... it might've been 2 or something)
Yoplait "99% fat free yogurt"
Another 8 oz cup of skim milk
Sorry that I can't be more exact, but I doubt anyone cares anyway, lol. Also, I've considered that I actually might not be eating enough. Altogether, it seems like I'm not really taking in that many calories, although I could be wrong. But still, I never feel like I need to eat more. I rarely feel hungry. Does anyone have any advice or any idea of why I suddenly feel like I'm gaining a lot of fat? Has this happened to any of you before? I'm 16 btw, if that matters.
I do work out. Not extensively, but I lift 20 lb barbells (lol), and do pushups and situps daily. For the most part, however, I live a pretty sedentary lifestyle. Gaining fat wouldn't really be surprising to me were it not for how just weeks ago it felt like I couldn't put on weight even if I wanted to, and I was eating more then than I am now.
Here's an example of a day of food consumption for me (what I ate today) just to give you a vague idea of how much calories I might be taking in:
Breakfast:
Small bowl of cheerios
8 oz Cup of skim milk
Banana
Lunch:
Buffalo Chicken Sandwich
Apple
1 carton of chocolate milk (from school)
1 carton of gatorade
Dinner:
3 slices of pepperoni pizza. On days other than fridays, I usually eat dinners that are much more healthy... but fridays are basically lazy ass take out food days for my family >_> ... not that I mind.
Other:
about 3 8 oz cups of apple juice (I'm just estimating for this... it might've been 2 or something)
Yoplait "99% fat free yogurt"
Another 8 oz cup of skim milk
Sorry that I can't be more exact, but I doubt anyone cares anyway, lol. Also, I've considered that I actually might not be eating enough. Altogether, it seems like I'm not really taking in that many calories, although I could be wrong. But still, I never feel like I need to eat more. I rarely feel hungry. Does anyone have any advice or any idea of why I suddenly feel like I'm gaining a lot of fat? Has this happened to any of you before? I'm 16 btw, if that matters.