We met for the first time during her visit to our store. She was very friendly and we talked a bit before she moved on to do some paperwork. i could tell there was some interest when she looked at me, but i didn't think much of it. When i got off and went to my car she flagged me down and asked what i was doing later on. i told her i'd probably go out for dinner and she offered to join.
During dinner, we talked about the job a bit, some interests, etc. and she eventually let slip that she had recently divorced her husband. By this point, we had both been drinking, her more than i, and she mentioned how empty her house feels without a man in it. i waffled, and she called me on it, but eventually offered to sweeten the deal with some cash. i told her i'd think about it and got her cell number.
There's no fucking way i'm posting pics of her. If someone recognized her pic and this got out, i'd definitely be fired, and in a small town like mine, i prefer to keep my personal life personal. It's not like i have an awesome job, i just don't need to be jobless right now with the local job market being shit. i don't care if anyone believes me, i just want some opinions and personal experiences.
If there wasn't money involved, i prolly would've hit it in the parking lot. For some reason though, the thought of taking the money just made the idea sickening, but it's not like i'd hit it for free now that the offer's on the table. There's also the issue of her being a manager and not just some part time dumb college chick, combined with the fact that casual sex (outside of one time at a party) usually ends up with the woman wanting something more, and me just wanting sex, like the "relationship" i just ended recently. Then there's the fact that i'd really, really like to have a girlfriend and not just someone to fuck. Someone to love, to share interests and time with, and to learn from. Even though it's not consistent, sex just feels empty now.
And demon, you seriously need to watch your drinking man. i'm getting worried. ;(