Smiles and Cries
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I passed out for an our today...
The elevetor went out and I knew I would not make it... but I had a food long subway sandwich with me so I had to try to make it home to my apartment on the 4th floor...
excuse any mistakes in this post my vision is still gray
I can't hardly see the screen just the keys...
I always pass out during the winter - its a mixture of having Sickle Cell Anemia and never having enough money to eat properly
I ran out of money 3 weeks ago and survived on peanut butter jar and grape jelly jar
I hate my life sometimes and to think I am lucky to live in the US and not back in Haiti
I wish I died on the stairs... I was out for over an hour all dark
I I heard voices calling me... the workers that are still working on the Artist Loft building where I am staying
they called the ambulance... I told them I was sick of hospitals I went there too much for Sickle Cell
so they made me sign a release and took me to my room
for the past two weeks I have been very hungry and I coped by working on a book I am writing and working on my website to promote it when I am done. I spend each night downloading anime and reading about game on here.. just to take my mind off the shit
This year will be better I will overcome this shit
I did not post this here for your pity I posted it here while my vision is still dark and my head it still spinning as a record for me... to keep working on changing my life
Any one ever pass put from anemia?
The elevetor went out and I knew I would not make it... but I had a food long subway sandwich with me so I had to try to make it home to my apartment on the 4th floor...
excuse any mistakes in this post my vision is still gray
I can't hardly see the screen just the keys...
I always pass out during the winter - its a mixture of having Sickle Cell Anemia and never having enough money to eat properly
I ran out of money 3 weeks ago and survived on peanut butter jar and grape jelly jar
I hate my life sometimes and to think I am lucky to live in the US and not back in Haiti
I wish I died on the stairs... I was out for over an hour all dark
I I heard voices calling me... the workers that are still working on the Artist Loft building where I am staying
they called the ambulance... I told them I was sick of hospitals I went there too much for Sickle Cell
so they made me sign a release and took me to my room
for the past two weeks I have been very hungry and I coped by working on a book I am writing and working on my website to promote it when I am done. I spend each night downloading anime and reading about game on here.. just to take my mind off the shit
This year will be better I will overcome this shit
I did not post this here for your pity I posted it here while my vision is still dark and my head it still spinning as a record for me... to keep working on changing my life
Any one ever pass put from anemia?