they...got this thing EARLY. WAY Too early.
2012 for me?
I dont know what to say much about it.
I think it was the realization that i have no power, my words have no merit and unless something else happens that changes my situation i will go back being homeless again.
i realize nothing truly belongs to me, that i dont really have a home on this planet. The things one dreams about and wishes about cant come true without cheating the system or convincing someone about his/her shame. That i feel is only going to end up in more problems.
the unique attrubutes that make a persons soul has been conivnced that the old ways were the best ways. In many ways the media is correct. But you cant have the old ways returning without killing off the youth who sees the hypcrocy of the media's narrative.
and so you have children fighting against a dictator, where as you have adults buying childrens toys not for their child but for themselfs... years ago it was the other way around.
but when you have a media who have played the same 1950's chiches for 60 some odd years - and now people are just realizing there maybe no hope and no way out for the same media you wonder why something like Call of Duty can succeed time and time again. It succeeds because everything else scares the shit out of the "dudebro"
so 2012 was to expose humanity's fears, and all i see around me is the creation of the new medication to playcate the actual human anxaity that exist in all of us. The diffence is i see it as the end of the world i knew.
