Sorry I haven't got the time to read your answer yesterday.
Thank you but don't worry I'm perfectly fine and I may be the happiest person on earth ^^
Being sad sometime is not something that seems to be wrong for me. Also I'm not sure if it really was sadness but maybe more a sort of emotion knowing something was gone forever.. Sure it was not depression
Iwata's death didn't moved me like a close person's death would have done but it made me go back in time seeing all these moments and memories that I can relate to him or Nintendo in a way.
So yeah I was moved and cried more than I thought but it didn't affected me in the long term and it was touching and joyful memories that made me cried and realise that Nintendo (and him) had a specific place in my heart. Also seeing all the various homages made the thing even more touching.
I know Iwata was not someone I really knew and Nintendo closing or another important person (like Miyamoto) being gone may affect me too but it won't change my life.
Also you should know that I'm a bit emotional and I'm not afraid to shred a tear when I'm touched by something so there's that
For example, when Tonari no Totoro was being re released in theatre in France I went to see it and shred a tear during the opening credits lol.... Also while watching it with my little girl I sometime have tears in my eyes too because I'm so happy to share this moment with her... a moment I've always had in my mind like a perfect father - daughter scene: me watching Totoro with her and her having a big smile and yelling "Dad! It's Totoro!!!" She's soooo cute <3
But you know I also have tears in my eyes even just by looking at her playing. I'm really a lucky guy and my little girl is and will still be everything to me (with her coming little brother... in a few weeks he'll be here smiling with us! )
PS: thanks for the post though, it's very nice to see some people who would gladly help an unknown person on the Internet to get better. Most of the time people are going worse because of boards on the Internet... sadly :/