Why are you more concerned with the trauma experienced by the officers at traffic stops than the murder victims? Whatever goodwill you had with this post is completely erased with this glaring omission. Are you too blind to see the mistake you just made, and as part of law enforcement, no less? Good lord, dude.
I assumed that the actual incident itself speaks volumes about the tragedy of the victim, and I do apologize for the apparent omission. And yes, working in law enforcement, believing and admiring the role of law enforcement in free society makes me pay attention to the officer's situation as well as the citizens and victims involved in police interactions. I have a duty to acknowledge all levels of the interaction in order to perform my duty better.
I have been in law enforcement for just a few days over a year and I have been Black Lives Matter sympathetic since before beginning my law enforcement career. I fully disclose that I have not been aware of the plight of black people interacting with law enforcement for my entire life. I have not been involved in law enforcement for very long.
You are welcome to question the extent of my empathy. You are right to highlight the omission here -- but I truly felt it was obvious in just acknowledging the situation at all that the core of the tragedy is the victim involved, and it is my open mistake that I did not explicitly mention that. The victim's suffering and eventual passing is absolutely the most horrific element of the incident. If I must state it late and with less than the ideal level of tact, then I absolutely extend my empathy to the victim and his surviving loved ones.
But yes, I do pay attention to the way it has affected the officer. I have an interest in that aspect. I extend my pity and empathy to his levels of stress as he realizes the gravity of his actions, as he witnesses the passing of another human being and the suffering of that victim's girlfriend, even under suspicion that his actions were motivated by unreasonable fear and hatred -- racism. His shortcomings as a human being that resulted in that victim's death are just as interesting to me as the fact of the death itself. I believe that acknowledgment helps me grow to be a stronger and more effective member of law enforcement.
I am not in this career to exert authority or high-and-mighty moralism. I believe in the core "serve & protect" ethos.
You may question my dedication to that. I will just keep trying to prove your assumptions wrong.