Doctor Decimate
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damn it, I was actually thinking of posting that gif.
I think I've come to accept that I most likely have social anxiety, especially when it comes to dating. Doesn't help I feel like I'm "behind" considering my best & oldest friend for over 18 years not only has been married for 5 years, but just had a son born this month. Only one year older than me, but it just feels like a huge distance in terms of where we are in life, especially when I've failed 4 previous attempts & it just makes me feel like I'm the one at fault.
I grew up in rural Ohio and no joke like half the people I went to school with are married/engaged and/or have kids. It's just how some people are wired I guess.