Alucard said:
I feel like Siobhan is a really messed up chick in person, and that she had some sort of traumatic experience as a child or something. Or that she's just trying really hard to be unique and different, thinking she's special. Sorry if that sounds cruel, but that's the vibe I get from her.
Honestly, she's really not that messed up. She really is the most selfless and caring person I've ever met. For what she's gone through, she's surprisingly well adjusted. If anything, she's just 8x more mature than most people. I think she's really just excited to do whatever she wants now, because in highschool, she was forced to dress normally. Our drama director was really influential, and he wouldn't let her "be weird" I guess is the best way to put it.
One time in particular when she was a freshman, she wore something kind of goofy to school, I don't think there was a reason other then she just felt like it. Mr. Sullivan lost his shit though, he took her aside and threatened to remove her from the club if he saw her wear something like that ever again. He was a guy all about image, and he could get away with whatever the fuck he wanted because he raked in over $100,000 per show and was ex-disney etc, and since she was usually the lead roles in his play he felt that what she did reflected on him. It was a dick move. I honestly don't think he would have gone through with it, but Siobhan wasn't willing to risk it. She just took it and moved on.
She's gone through a lot though. Her parents are such fuck ups. They can't hold a job and they just sit around and drink all day, leaving Siobhan to look after her sisters. In that article that got posted, it said she left college because of the parties, that's bullshit. She left because she couldn't leave her fuck up parents to watch after her little sisters, and she had to go back to playing Mom again. She's literally sacrificed everything for them, and this is her shot to give them the life they deserve. I don't think who she is really comes through in this show though, but I can guarantee you she isn't fake or just trying to be different for the sake of it. There's a reason the first word that came out of the other contestants mouths tonight was "amazing".
She might look a little boring when she talks, but she's just a slow and deliberate speaker, and she's kind of quiet. I'm writing this epic post so that none of you get the wrong idea about her. I hope some of it makes sense a bit more. I know some of you don't like her vocals, and obviously that's fine and you're clearly entitled to totally not like her voice, but I don't want any confusion on who she is as a person. She's a great kid, and I really want to see her go far in this competition.
DMPrince said:
i think it was because a GAFer dumped her.
Oh, she totally dumped me first. I had the chance to take her back and didn't, so the jokes on me in that regard. It wouldn't have worked out anyway though, I respect her goofiness, but sometimes it's just too much.
Also, I thought she did great tonight. It was a beautiful performance.