:-(
Suppose it's my turn to finally throw my story in here. Sorry for the long read, but I'd certainly appreciate any information.
I *love* video games, as a lot of people here also do. But I'm not a great artist, nor am I good at math. So the paths were pretty much cut off. However, I love hyping, selling, and spreading my passion for games. I was the editor-in-chief of my HS paper, and figured a journalism major was for me. It just so happened I lived about 90 minutes from the University of Missouri - one of the best j-schools in the country. I wanted to shy away from a liberal arts degree, but the strategic communication emphasis seemed like a perfect fit for me. This was especially true when I looked for jobs in the marketing/pr/advertising departments of game companies. A large portion of positions specifically asked for majors with a journalism degree... and how many j-school grads are eager to get a job in the games industry? I figured I had found my niche.
School was VERY difficult for me to pay for. I worked full time in HS, and had three part-time jobs in college. I didn't have family help, and couldn't score a scholarship or financial aid for the life of me, regardless of a 4.3 GPA. This meant I had ZERO time for any internships. It just never worked out. There was no time. So, unfortunately, my resume' is pretty empty. I have a couple food jobs, a retail job. My only decent experience is being a teaching assistant for a year for a visuals & design class (Photoshop) for the university.
Well now that I'm graduated; the positions are still there. But I can't get a call back for the life of me. I've been applying for positions since September, graduated in May, and have continued filling out applications since then. I'd imagine I've got about ~250 applications floating around out there. I've made my resume look as good as I can. I write up a unique cover letter for every position. I follow up with a phone call or email for about every opening. I'm willing to travel. I'm willing to relocate. I'm willing to work long hours. I'll take crappy pay so long as it's enough to survive. I'm VERY confident in my ability to speak and do an interview (every previous job I've received I was given during my interview). I dress nicely. But I'm not pretentious or douchey or anything. I'm friendly. Etc, etc.
I just don't know what to do. *NOBODY* will even give me a look.
So now I don't know what to do. I figured I could kill some time and pull in some cash doing part-time work learning something I won't be able to learn in the future (maybe a film projectionist or something of the sort). But even then, I get nothing.
And I'm running out of cash. FAST. I have enough to last about another month or so. And student loan repayments are coming up in Oct/Nov. Anyone know how easy these are to defer? How long can I typically defer them for?
Anyway... I'd absolutely KILL for a position in the marketing/pr/advertising department of a game publisher, a game store, something like Direct2Drive or Impulse, Amazon, Gamestop, Best Buy, etc, etc. I'd take a position as a community developer for a start-up or a big company. I just want to break into the industry and in my field. But I'm quickly learning that's not gonna happen anytime soon. So I'd at least like to get a job in the field, so I could move into the games industry down the road.
Eh... sorry for the rant. Don't really know what my point is. Just getting pretty depressed about the whole thing. Especially since all my friends have snagged pretty good jobs in the last month or so.