I'm in very big trouble and I've waited long enough for advice. Basically my resume is worthless. I'm now 27 and spent the last 9 years dealing with depression and anxiety. Bombed the first 4 years of higher education. Then I finally got a bachelor's degree in a field I now hate and never want to work in. I spent a year after graduating jobless and extremely depressed. 4 months ago I got a job in sales that I eventually need to get out of but I have absolutely no idea how I can ever get out of this mess. There's not much worth mentioning on my resume. I did some volunteering but it's only 7 days in the last 2 years, nothing before that. I have a couple months of work experience as a student but that's pretty much nothing over the course of 9 years. I can't even do much in Word and Excel. I'm getting even more depressed and hopeless than I ever was before which makes it harder to take any action.
What am I supposed to do now? Stay in my job for X amount of time before applying for something else? Start by learning Word and Excel? Do more volunteering? I'd love a government job right now but I feel there's no way I could ever get hired with such a horrible resume. It feels like even if I take action now, everything I screwed up before will forever make my resume worthless.