Uhh, so. Guess I got that promotion I've been hoping for. All the formalities and deets and training need to happen, but I guess they chose me. Which feels good, it's been like six weeks and I was starting to lose faith.
Drinking a beer and playing my dark souls. Gonna wash my car later and hang out with some girl who I hate to love.
I've been having lots of high society fantasies lately.. glass doors, wood floors, tight yoga pants and airy sheer white shirts, busy life and lots of "home base" stops by the high rise apt to grab a hummus wrap on your way to a meeting. It's pretty unhealthy, it's like a mix of an apple ad, a Sofia Coppola movie, and a Siegel brochure all through the lens of youth and beauty. It seems kind of unhealthy.
I've also been having anxiety attacks inside my dreams/while I'm asleep lately. It's pretty bad. I had a dream I tried to fight my father, and another where I was perpetually late for a bikeride through wine country. Inside the dream I kept packing little bottles of rum into my bag and I couldn't tie my shoes, it was strange.
I woke up and there was no milk so I drank my coffee black. I just took a lexapro and washed it down with a racer5. Anyway, I need to wash my bedding and get an extension cord for the vacuum so I can suck up all the accumulated trail mix in my car.
Yup.
Did any of y'all buy sonic Mario kart transformers on the amazon sale? I really want to play online with people.