disappeared
Banned
It's no use I texted her to see if she wants coffee this weekend
How old are you?
You mean like, optimism and positivity? I'm a super optimistic person so yeah, just about everyday.You guys ever get that feeling where you look forward to the next day thinking maybe something good will happen but it never really does but then you think alright well I'm due for something now so it just keeps going.
why were you standing in the rain
honestly? last night i was feeling kind of bummed about the situation, me being madly in love with and her having a boyfriend etc. i was at the bar, and most of my bros were just like "well fuck that james. don't bother with this woman". i texted her and pretty much told her that i was feeling bad about everything. ie being in this weird grey area
and she was like, well, meet me at such and such corner right now and lets talk. we talked on this corner for a long time, in the rain, and she pretty much told me that she's going to dump her boyfriend. because of me. WHAT THE FUCK
I remember something similar happening to me.
Did not end up so awesome though.
That fucked with me for a long time.
my mom just hung up on me.
anyway i realized i have half of a giant bottle of ninkasi sitting by my bed, i think i'm going to drink it.
cop: yeah. i'm feeling a lot of pressure right now tbh. i think i might quit smoking. and writing some poetry for this woman. fuuuuuck WHAT WHAT
Lmao CV It's 9 in the morning....so do it. Lol. Sorry about your situation though. Been there too.