Look, Makai, I explained the reasoning for the rule change to the dead thread - I had worded the win condition I actually wanted wrong from the beginning. At the point where I changed that rule, it looked like it would speed things along not having the game go on longer than it had to when Despair controlled a majority. My telling you that I never said KK had the same role as you and that rule change were two completely irrelevant events.
I made a lot of mistakes throughout the game, and I'll own up to those. I even explained how all these different mechanics got jumbled up and how not all of it worked correctly, how some of it lead to more mistakes, and how it was difficult for a person in my position, as busy as I am, to keep up with everything going on - not just with the mechanics, but with the game itself. I legitimately was not following the game that closely. That is not a lie.
But I didn't intentionally try to change the outcome of the game and I won't abide by you saying that I tried to do that. That is an absolute lie. You can ask any player I have exchanges with while playing a game, my answers are usually succinct or I rarely respond. I never, ever say anything. However, I thought that the content of the PMs we had exchanged might have led you to a conclusion which was not necessarily the truth and that you could later, under a different set of circumstances, say that I said the roles were the same. I was trying to cover my own ass, and yet this is how it turned out, that I was meddling even more in the game.
So, yes, while I don't hold any ill will because this game turned out to be much more experimental and more of a learning experience than I had intended, I won't sit here and let you say that I tried to do anything. Using your name in that context was a joke in poor taste and I apologize; but I want people to know that I am being as judicious as possible when I host a game. I already have a reputation for talking more than I should, but I absolutely do not attempt to affect the outcome of a game for whatever reason. When I make a vague comment, like the one GreatCharleston called me out for, it is NOT to have players lean in a certain direction. I won't have people saying that I'm doing things I am not doing, because I lose credibility, which reflects poorly on me when I host games in the future.